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Sunday, August 16, 2009, @ 2:53 PM
random..
Emo-tions (Kill Bill)
The way we express our emotions is the way on how much love we have on something
A devotion, be it our mothers telling us not to do something, be it a love that means everything
We find it hard to contain our emotions, harmed guilty of the above mentioned
For example, when i was young, my mother told me to stop playing and start studying, i lose it
Eventhough you have the utmost respect for your parents, a little rush of blood tells you to hate them for the moment
We all regret later, our actions. but it's just that our love video games so much that it controls my mind, just like how i control that 16 beats segaging, telling my favourite character what i want him to do
Subconsciously, i live myself to a world that i can't control. the fact is, we can't control to the world or its happenings, love too.
It's an emotion filled ocean filled crush, anger, disappointment, insecurity, infatuation and the list goes on.
Even hugs, kisses, heart-racings, blushing, lovebites, they are all just actions because of emotions
And then there's argument exchanges, increase their *blank* voicing out, they are emotions too
But love is a special emotions, it puts everything in perspective when you're in it because there's someone special to share it with, good or bad, happy or sad
Then, there's a whole new set of emotions during a break-up.
Depression, heartbreak, emotional unstability or emo they call it, pessimism.
Things are never in perspective because you wish to voice out and express only to that special someone
And when he or she can be around, we get upset. That's another emotion.
At this stage, somehow you can never surpress your emotions
We can hide all these feelings inside but it does show on the outside, somehow, someway
When we are in love, we let emotions outta control but why do we expect the other to control their emotions when we fall out of love
When we love someone and they express the emotions the way we want them too, we appreciate it but when we fall out of love due to some reasons with that someone and they still express the emotions the same way we want them too, we hate it
Sometimes we even regret to the love we once felt.
Regret, that's another emotion which is hard to surpress
We all regret something, be it actions, words. I do have my own regrets too but it's my other alternative is to be regretting what we are doing right now than to regret what we should or should not have done back then
I'm sorry if I've been emotionally expressive, it's something I can't control
I can't change the way I am, the way I fell and the way I feel about you
Maybe i can hide but that's not emotions forgetting but acting
If only we know what happens in the future.
For some, we wish we know what happens to avoid the occurance of something. For some, we wish we know what happen to re-correct our mistakes, i feel the ladder
but God doesn't show what's his plans. If He did, we would all act correct or at least try to act right
I'm not sure what my emotions would be as i starring to twilight tonight, we'll breaking dawn tomorrow in new day or with the lost in the dark in the eclispe but I'm pretty sure my emotions will never give way to a new moon then the one that has brought light to my nights all these while.
Let its' tears just comfort my night that you'd still here at least in my mind, in my memory
And to that special someone, if you ever come across this, don't ever regret that I've should've met someone else's better than you
I go through these same emotions I go every night without you since the day you left and look thru our beatiful years, happy and never have no one sharedd the beautiful emotions with, called LOVE.
@ 2:53 PM