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That's Me Atikah. I'm in love with my life, friends and lastly Muhammad Nur Saeed! Loving you is the best thing ever. You will be mine now, later and forever. :)

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Sunday, August 1, 2010, @ 8:31 PM

Ok.. Im tearing rite now... Idk im on who's side... Please dun let it be like this...
Adek.. U shudnt hve said that... I wanted to help u... But something just said dun interfere...
Mum and dad, listen to him... His trying to explain... I want a happy family. Not this... Mum and dad pls forgive adek, he is still growing, his mind is still unsure... But for sure i know he's a good boy... Have trust in him mum n dad plz... He may not be yhe gd guy now! But i am sure he will excel one day, even betta than me... I keep tinking adek is betta than me in any ways and sumtimes i even treat him like elder brother... Mum and dad, we as a child shud be guven a chance to explain things out...
Or maebe i am at fault being too good at home... N they start comparing me to my bro... Im sorru brother if it is my fault to be the 'angel' at home... I didnt mean to... Im sorry...
Now what... Okae, im tearing....

Dear, bestie, hear me out... I nd any one of you to listen to me... My eyes are alrd swollen.... My heart issinking damn fucking badly... Idk which to side... I pity my bro... Okae, maeb this is my fault, being the good one at home... Being toogood that mum n dad actually compared him to me... Personally, me n bro hate being compared.. Hu likes it?? I know how exactly he felt when they compare him to me... Damn! I felt guilty for not to be on the side of my bro... He is the good ones compared to all his frens... Y cant they beliv that, i believe that? He is a good boy mama and ayah... Omg... Tears are like running tap when i type this....

Ya allah... Please help me and family... I dun want this to prolong ... I want a happy family and i dun want anyone to be separated... I dun want to kehilangan anyone from here.... Allah... Give me the strength to actually face all this dugaan... Amin...

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