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Sunday, September 19, 2010, @ 12:36 AM
One Last Message To You


To Muhammad Nur Saeed, I hope you are reading this okay. This will be the last message to you and I hope I will be fine after I let everything out here okay.
Okay, I'll start.

Saeed, thanks for giving me the opportunity to be with you which i had never expected that will happen. Thanks for showering me with your love, care & concern where no other guys have given me. You were the one that had really make believe in love. But then all these things are gone within a blink of an eye. I still cannot believe that. However i will need to accept the fact that it happened right. Frankly, I am really having a hard time managing myself, i feel like giving up. I've ever mentioned, "If one day you were gone, I am gonna be empty" and yes. It is super empty now. All I know is to cry while sitting down thinking of this things, looking back at how we've fallen for each other, how we became together, spending the time together, it's painful to recall but i can't help it. Flashback starts whenever I'm alone staring into the blank space. Nothing I do is right nowadays, all gone haywire.
161008 is really in my mind now. But what's the point now? i just need to bear with all this thinking. I will really need a lot of time for this.
I really appreciate all the things that you have done for me. You were different from what people think about you. You can make me happy, mad, everything. You were rather perfect in my eyes.
Now, in this dark room I am tearing while typing this. I am gonna miss the hugs from you, the kiss on the forehead from u and our one and only kiss. Gonna miss wishing goodnight before going to bed. Basically, I am gonna miss everything about you.
I will my best to move on and i hope that for u too.
We can remain as friends and yes I want you to be happy kay. Hope, u will get to find a girl that cares and loves u more. the one that would not think of herself.
Miss you and goodbye, Nurul Atikah

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