nurul atikah(:

2011-05-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

I ALREADY MISS MY SAYANG! HOW???

i've already spent 1/4 of the day with him...

But well.. On a brighter note kan, we met twice consecutively. Friday and Saturday.

Spending the time effective is the most important.

Well oh well. He must be tired that he slept earlier than me. And furthermore i need to do my PP scope. haizz...

Ms Koh: So both of u steady ah?

Both of us: *sheepish smile*

Ms Koh: *counted my age* U this year 19.. take it slow and easy.

Me: Like DUH.. LOL...

Walked to PS wif Nadz and bby.. Accompanied her to eat, then walked to Orchard.

Lastly, Starbucks, before we're off home.

Well, i enjoyed the day eventually... :)

2011-05-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

My Man

Face-Off.. Hahah

The best pic of the day!

We met that Friday. Hahaha..

No one was late. We eventually met in the train. haha.

Den, off to Hendersons Wave. Need to hike up there.. -.- da panas!

Well, at least FINALLY we reached one of our destination...

Had our meal at LJS Vivo.. den walked ard...

i couldnt find my earrings.

But sadly, i asked wo go home early becos of some things. Im sorry...

But at the end of the day, we definitely enjoyed ourselves, spending time together.

When is gonna be our next meeting baby?gonna be difficult.. :(

Till now, i cannt forget the three minah. HAHA! FCUK OFF BITCHES!

No matter how difficult it is gonna be, we r going through it together bby.. :)

We will definitely find a way to meet syg...

I Love Muhammad Nur Saeed & I would never ever EVER wanna lose him

Because he is already a part of my life. If he is not here, that means a part of me will be gone too..

I love you very much!

kae done... :)

MY BLOG IS DYING!

2011-05-07T10:49:00.002+08:00

NO! my blog is dying. The last time i update it was 21st of April. haizz... no time, lazy or rather nothing important to blog about.

OK... talk about school. I kinda like my class... because we bond well... this class quite fun. There's one joker in this class. He damn funny... at least he makes the class laugh and bond. "sui sui sui" hahah. Irritating!

Ohyes... Now left with only ONE MORE friday that we can meet. Bby needs to attend training on that day. Now it's difficult for us to meet every week.. :( whatever it is, we need to make time.. nothing is impossible. We just need to work on it to make it possible. :)

Sadly I was down with stomach flu yesterday and so we didnt meet.. :(

well, on a brighter note, we will most probably be meeting tomorrow...

"i know i can't be by your side everytime you miss me.

I know i cant give u plenty time to spend with me.

But I can promise that you are the one i love forever and ever."

I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD NUR SAEED

Kae. Nothing alrd. i'll be back in a months' time.. NOT.. hehe

2011-04-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

GONNA TALK ONLY ABOUT 19th APRIL FOR NOW!

Well... On the 19th.. It was my Favorite Boy birthday. We met at least before i went for JB's Concert. Again. Happy Birthday Favorite Boy! Although it's only for a little while, I appreciate that he came to Kallang to meet me there. I LOVE YOU BABY!

Now, hoping for tomorrow if we can meet.

Hmm.. Kay lemme say a little something.

I really appreciate all you did to me syg. When you are not around, macam something lost. But all this helps us to stay strong.

All this helps baby! I love you with all my heart and i an afraid of losing you..

And also. On that day, It was Bieber's concert. I hate the fact that it actually clashes with my fav boy's burfday. But well, whatever it is, My Baby is always ferst before anyone. And so that's why i try to meet my fav boy before the concert.

Well. About the concert, One Word! AWESOME! my voice shows how satisfied i am. I LOST MY VOICE, and I CNT SING! :(

it was worth it! hehehe... Bieber!!!!!!!

That is my concert buddy! We sure have a hell lotsa fun!!!! WE LOVE CONCERTS! USHER BEYBEH!

2011-04-16T15:30:00.002+08:00

my dish

his dish

our dish

step cute bf..

HAPPY 30TH MONTHSARY BABY.

as promised, will update about you... :)

Well, at least we went and meet yesterday kan.. :) so it's like a pre-celebration.

So. been through a lot.. i love u very much.

no other words can really describe that...

I would never wanna lose you baby, coz ure my everything.

If i don't have you, i have nothing.

kae, idk what to update already.. mood gone a little...

no matter what, i love you bby..

2011-04-14T18:06:00.002+08:00

today is just isn't the day... today sucks...

idk wat to say to wats happening.... family doesnt seem like a family.. fault me if u want..

I just cant wait for school...

and tomoro....

movie with raudah and irfan...

maybe i'll plan to meet him...

hello (:

2011-04-11T18:47:00.003+08:00

Its cool when we change ...
At least we change for the better..
Our love for each other grow more stronger..
Thats the power of together..

Its funny when we go out holding hands..
Even when our surrounding so noisy like a marching band..
We still stood strong hand in hand..

Y do our love grow so strong ..
Its because of US that this is where we belong..

Y do we miss each other...
Its because of US that we don need another...

Y do we hav a couple ring...
Its because of US that we make thing bling...

I actually do not know wad to blog uh syg...
jus a simple post kae syg...I love u n miss u very much baby!!
hope we could meet up soon...MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS !!!
^^.

2011-04-09T10:04:00.002+08:00

Can i be honest here... U NEED SOME TIME MANAGEMENT..

I said "yah" i was being sarcastic! cant u see that????

I said "dont text, jgn pape" i want u to text and all..

U r going out the whole day today! and PLUS ur not going home... How is freaking battery gonna last... ANd ure wif ur frens...

DAMN! cant u see that... I want to text before ure off for ur bbq and all... and now ure watching a movie...

ur bbq at 1.. movie at most 2 hours, den u nd to get ready all... GOSH! im really tired ah u waiting... :'(

please ahh, i tau ahh u nk maser ngn kawan jgk... sblm g ngn kawan leh text i aper...

Thanks! u ruined it again!

Now, its gonna depend on me if im gonna reply ur text if i WANT! im gonna make myself "BUSY"

2011-04-06T22:26:00.004+08:00

caught him lagi malu! haha.. CUTE KAN!

okae.. before my lappy batt die, i better update a little since my sayang has been asking me to update...

so im happy he sounds sooooo much more better today. Alhamdulillah.. i wanna continue study, den be a doctor.. den i can be his prvt doctor.. :) i can take care of him when he is sick.. :)

So, in the morning, we talked on the phone. talking to him on the phone is always fun.. from 8 till about 9.15am.. if only can continue, i will.. but i need to get ready for tuition..

So i had early tuition today... den petang talked for a while again.. hahha..

Ayah: Kak, lagi uat aper?

Me: Lagi facebook.. -.- padehal telefon kat telinge ehh.. hahaha...

hmm... wad else ehh? i just love when we talk about the future.. ^^ hehehe.... *cheeky smile* whats with the cheeky smile atikah? hahahaah.. sayang, i clever tak? i know ur line... hahaha

kae lahh... i just love today.. becoz we spent the time msging EXCEPT on thing i really regretted.. I should have met him just now.. GAHHH! now i dunnoe when will the upcoming dates that we r gonna meet... hmmm.. :(

kae lahh... da b? last.. i nk say... I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MUHAMMAD NUR SAEED!

"you must really love me?" saper ckp tu... the answer is YES I DO SYG... i dun wanna lose you bby... love you very much..

Muhammad Nur Saeed

2011-04-04T21:12:00.007+08:00

Look at how comfortable we are with each other now! :)

I would like to take this time to at least talk about him and let him know how grateful i am to have him by my side.

Muhammad Nur Saeed, this guy, he is my soul mate. I'd never thought that we would be together. But see now. Life is AMAZING having u. Because of you, i know what love is. He is the one that is able to make my day if i'm down. I would love to do that to him too. I would wanna be the one that knows how to cheer him him when he's down.

We've been through a lot in this relationship. Learnt from mistakes and we hope that the mistakes won't be repeated. We begin to understand each other better. Getting more comfortable with each other. Like how my habit has become his and his habit has become mine. Karma does work on us. I really don't know how else to express my love for him because it is really indescribable.

I love and really cherish the moment that we spent together be it for a little while, we create memories and those memories will always be intact in my heart.

He taught me to be more of a patient person, not temperamental. Thanks to him, i managed to change some of that. My life would be incomplete without him.

B. I Love You Very Much. I May Not Be Able To Write Poetry Like How You Do. Just So You Know, You Are The One And The Only One That I Love And No One Can Replace Ur Place. I Am Really Happy That You Have Become A Part Of My Life. My Dream Is Now A Reality Baby. Let's Pray That Our Love Will Last Forever And Our Wedding Will Be "The Wedding Of The Universe" kay! ^^ Only You And Me Can Make That Happen. Insya'allah. I Love You Sayang. Miss You.

One latest incident that i remember about u baby... finding the ring... "shit shit shit"

"u nk ice cream tak?"

sit down and eat... then continue searching... hahaha... tgh panic panic boleh break ehh.. hahaha... cute ah...

And lastly.. please get well soon sayang... :)

Your Love,

The Princess In Your Heart, Nurul Atikah

2011-04-03T07:45:00.005+08:00

I PROMISE I AM NOT GOING TO DO WHAT I HAVE DONE AGAIN. I FELT REALLY BAD. I FELT LIKE IM A BAD DAUGHTER AND GRANDAUGHTER.

"Ya Allah yang maha besar, maha mendengar dan maha pengampun. Maafkan lah hamba mu ini yang telah banyak berbuat dosa terhadap nenek ayah dan ibunya. Insya'allah, ini tidak akan terulang lagi. Amin Ya Raabal'Alamin."

:'(

so friends, im sorry if i am not going for any of the outing. im really sorry. I am trying to make myself put at home till school starts. i know that sounds boring. but guys i have my reason. n yeah.. u guys can just continue without me yeah. i don mind... :) sorry..

I bet my dad is gonna be dead mad at me. Well Atikah, bear the consequences. U've done something wrong. If only i went home yesterday. It wont be like this. If only i didnt go to the chalet, i wont be sleeping upstairs. Theres all if only. I should have acted on it. I regretted it much. I cant stop tearing now. I cant have a good sleep last night. And i think i wont be able to sleep now. Im just too sad n mad at myself for doing this to my fam. Im gonna be a good girl and listen to all what u guys say. I promise i wont do it again next time. Ma, Ayah, Nenek.. Kakak mintak maaf. Kakak janji kakak tak buat lagi. Kakak tak nak risaukan nenek mama and ayah lagi. And to adek, please do not follow what i did. It is a really wrong move. Learn frm my mistakes.

2011-03-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

it has been two tiring days... going to KK for both days.

Yesterday to accompany Kak Titi for her appointment.

Today for Nadyra check-up. I swear i panicked when I see Nadyra like dat. Alhamdulillah she's fine now. The only sad thing is that she needs to wear glasses at the age of 5 and her degree is so damn high. I'm so sad for her. And also Kak Nani, poor her.. she showed a strong front, when i know she's hiding everything.

Tomorrow, will be going to JB i think with Ayah. He wants me to go. I'm like soooo LAZY to go can. But well, just go je lah. Kalau tk ikut, tau2 Saturday tak leh kluar... PARAH!

Saturday, Irfan's concert. Can't wait.

But well, i think i'm meeting baby before that first.. so maybe we'll meet you people down there. If you guys are worried i won't come, one of you can claim the tickets from me and hold it.

Bitchy. Arrogant. Stuck Up. Selfish. "Secondary School" perangai.

say lahh... Whatever.

2011-03-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

I can predict a BORING Sunday today. It will be fun if Mama wants to go out but I think she will be too tired to go out as she just came back from her night shift...

Yesterday

I went for tuition, then of to City Hall to meet my baby there. I reached there first. Do u know how strange is that. I am always late. So sayang, lesson of the story, don't take for granted of the 11 mins journey from your house to City Hall. :p

So then waited for him, i spotted him from far, he wore brown and he wore his cap! AWWWW.. melts. I smiled to myself at that time. hahaha.

Walked to Marina. jalan-jalan. At about 5.30, we then separate our ways. He to Arts House. I went back to Marina Square. I swear I can die walking with them. -.- Starbucks till late. They puffed and tell stories. I had fun laughing at people older than me. haha. you can see their dumbness.

now off to bawah with fam. BYE

2011-03-23T19:35:00.002+08:00

lemme update what's happening this week.

Monday:

Had the emcee workshop the whole day.. from 10-5.. after one whole month of staying home and do nothing, and suddenly need to go to school for whole day, feel so damn tired.. haha.. padehal dgr zaini bbual jer...

Tuesday:

I only had tuition.. then the rest of the day stayed home.

Today:

Fcuked up day.. go school for nothing. Gamelan cancelled. da smpai saner den cancelled.. -.-

we( me, ain n haikal ) then decided to go somewhere. We then headed to Orchard. jalan2.. Melayu wif the janji-s and excuses!

Tomoro:

Will be having the second part of emcee workshop.. and then practical.. den off to Clementi and wait for Kak Nani there...

Friday:

Photoshoot and tuition...

I MISS MUHAMMAD NUR SAEED VERY MUCH..

SINCE HE HAS STARTED HIS ATTACHMENT, WE HAD BEEN TEXTING LESS.

WELL. 12 MORE DAYS. I NEED TO ENDURE.

2ND APRIL IS A CONFIRM DATE THAT WE'LL MEET.

TOMORROW I AINT SURE.

I REALLY MISS HIM.. AND I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!

2011-03-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

HELL YEAH! FarEast Movement

WE ARE GOING IN! HELL YEAH!

I LOVE THIS! HELL YEAH!

A good thing we didn't pay the full price for the tickets.. It was okay.. Gained some "experience".

LOL... After the concert, Me, Saeed went separate ways from MuFang and Jason..

I know u know lahh b.. i dun want to elaborate here...

whatever it is, i really really really appreciate what you've done.. I love you very much sayang..

stayed till about that time.. laughing2... pertama kali bersama anda sehingga waktu itu... :)

2011-03-16T16:19:00.004+08:00

I cant stand it okae... I dunnoe... maybe Im the one feeling this way... i hate who you are now... I know you have a big responsibility to hold. But plz, dun forget your role as a friend too.

Now, I am gonna complain animore y i am always with the guys or boyfriend.. they are there when i need them.. maybe they dun really understand what i feel, at least i have them to tell them whats inside.. girls? do i have any girls now? difficult...

im sorry but i feel that this is how its gonna be.. Family - Boyfriend - Friend. YES! thats the way it is. im sorry.. i use to put friends first before boyfriend... but i think i got that wrong..

Boyfriend... Happy 29th Monthsarry bby! i love you very much n u know that!

I'll dedicate Perfect Two to you!

We're the PERFECT TWO.. Love you bby!

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be Without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/auburn/perfect_two.html ]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Hook
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah

What's happening to me?

2011-03-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

I know im not the best bf ever..

I hav to try to change for the better..

It's totally killing me that u are hurting..

It's feel like am i dying..

Sorry for the pain..

Sorry for the misery..

Sorry for the humility..

Sorry for the hurt deep within..

I know i do some things here n there that make u sad..Lagi2 when i left u to answer to ur cousin where am i n all..Sorry if i left without even saying goodbye..Its always hurt me more when i feel that im hurting u ..Its always family ,girlfriend,friend..
But y now like i pentingkn kwn lebih dari my own gf..i left her hurt.I know she say she used to it,that i woke up late and all..I know i need to change for the better n not for the worst..Only time could tell..
Hopefully when the next time when we hav opportunity like going out together wif the family ,i will be present..Kesian sayangku yg harus menerima lempahan dari kata2 org kerana aku yg pergi tanpa sembarang ucapan..

I really love u very much Nurul Atikah Binte Salim..

I don want because of this our relationship became worst..If it did,i will be the saddest person on earth n there no point of living anymore cos a part of me is gone when that happen..Hope to hear from u baby)':

2011-03-13T10:58:00.003+08:00

"So I'm here seeing man n his girl having a gd time..wth I'm here for though ?tau tk datang..thanks uh man..when ppl all beromantic I'm here"

u know what i wanted to reply to you but i don't... i wanted to say, "you can always make a move from there" BUT nnt u ckp alah bukan selalu... but look, ure just wasting ur time down there... and nnt u slalu ckp nie brother lah aper lahh... from there i really cannot say anything already..well yes, ur life..but sometimes u just need to think of urself too. Look at that, u r too good sayang... u'll do whatever, but u need to think for urself too.. the time when we can tok, we cant... but watever it is, i am not giving up, i want this relationship to work well..look at how far we've come... it's not easy...

i'm sorry, i am just letting it out man...

but well, last night i slept over my auntie's place.. i was sick! now im partially ok...

today, will go back up again later and continue movie-ing...

will be out the whole day tomorrow... YES, to get the JB ticket!

2011-03-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

Watched Glee! finished the whole season... Den Charlie St Cloud, it was touching...

Now Watching American Idol.. Hahaha.. aper sia mepek update gini...

This week was ok.. i remembered going to Rasul's crib... I can't wait for next week. Havoc week for me beybeh! I'll be at Sentosa when Far East Movement performing. Awesome ahhhhh! i ajak my fren duduk kat tepi2 enjoy music ahh... hahahah!

Next Week, USS, Sentosa, Hendersons Wave... YAY!

Later toking to Bby on the phone... YAY!

A post for all

2011-03-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

to all my friends who are single,
love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.

to all my friends who are attached,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,
never say "I love you" if you don’t care.
never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love;
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall
and it works both ways.

to all my friends who are engaged,
the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;
but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,
love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"
not "where are you", but "I’m right here"
not "how could you", but "I understand"
not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,
heartbreaks last as long as you want;
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,
but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,
how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent.
share and never be unfair.
understand and try not to demand.
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.
but its more painful to know that the one you love;
is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,
love hurts when you break up with someone.
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
but love hurts the most: when the person you love
has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
if that person doesn’t worth it now,
its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

to all my friends who are who you are,
this post is not meant to offend anybody.
im sorry if its hurt you in any way,
its just a post for all to share.

2011-03-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Left us that are able to make it

new fav pic.

okae... well, i was out the whole day ystd.. although it was kinda spoilt at the end of the day, i swear i had hell lotsa fun ystd catching up wif my friends.... MISS THEM SO MUCH...

ferst, we headed to ECP, tak jadi main bike.. I played with water... we then played arcade at ECP.. took the bus to PP to change.. we then headed to city hall from there.. Thats where our marathon starts.. We WALKED all the way to Lau Pa Sat, then MBS, den back to City Hall.. Excercising uh... hahahha...

well.. basically thats bout it... bye!

A Day At Home

2011-03-03T21:32:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, slept at almost two... hahaha! HOWEVER, when i plan to wake up late, there's always something...

Well, i sadar at about 7 plus, BUT i can't stand my eyes... I can't even open it... And so i continued sleeping. At about 10, mum force me up to actually go breakfast at Wendy's. So she ask me to get a quick bath...

I mandi... baru braper minit dalam toilet, "Kakak! cpt, mak da tunggu kat bwh" okae2 fine! da kluar dari toilet, nk kai baju, "u better dun take ur own sweet time.. u kalau pakai baju macam buat baju" okae.. itu tkper.. smpai the way how i wear my inner wear she tegur. "kak... thats not the way lahh! ya allah" hahahah! i was like aper nie sume salah... nk kai baju senonoh sikit pun she like "na, na, na... amek baju nie.. senang" ah yelah2! LOL..

its funny how she noes i lik to take my own sweet time in the bathroom and pakai baju...

well.. when at home.. I watched GG.. i have two more episodes of season3! woohoo!

well.. if this is the way home is gonna be, i'd rather be out everytime... I mean i m seriously damn fucking confused. what have i done? y r u ignoring me? u r ignoring my calls.. U leave me with question marks, and i couldnt find the answer.. when im in the livin room, u r in the room. When im in the room, u be in the living room.. This is not HOME...

if i want to say what is all this... i must tink of ppl that is more unfortunate whereby they dun have their parents.. well i have mine.. but hey... if u wanna be a happy family, come on TALK... u noe, i keep on crying? i cnt stop thinking of it.. i m really confuse.. i just want to know what happen. seriously.. y u ignoring me? its not fair for u to ignore me when i've done nothing wrong.

With that condition at home, i went up.. to see the kids.. they made me smile... i love kids.. i love how they cn cheer ppl up with their innocent behavior.... they are the ones that are near to me when i need them.. thats what i do, when i feel down, i'll go up and have fun with them... :)

may tomorrow be a better day... hopefully...

im hoping for the best on saturday...

HELLO SYG,

2011-03-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

We are who we are..
Till we lay our eyes on each other..
As our path cross each other..
And as we get to know each other..

I may not love u on our first sight..
But u the first sight that i don take my eyes off..
Probably we could see the insight..
That me and u will be a good sight..

We neva dream of being together..
Or rather share the same vision of being forever..
Me plus you equal forever..
So there no need for another..

161008 is our first date..
The best time cos i hav my first stead..
I don mind being dead..
If i don hav u as my butter without bread..

Sorry syg if i took so long to think of this..Jus writing something special jus for u baby...
sorry if its kinda short also...I need more time if i were to write longer..
don worry baby..there more to come..There more brain cells to be kill..hahaha!.
Whatever it is ,i enjoy spending time wif u even if its for a sec..
You the best i ever hav..U ARE SO IRREPLACEABLE IN MY HEART! MUHAMMADNURSAEEDSAYANGNURULATIKAH! ^^

2011-03-02T11:26:00.002+08:00

Let's talk bout yesterday...

Yesterday I went to school for some pharmacy dispensing workshop. Know what? IT IS THE EXACT SAME WORKSHOP THAT I'VE ATTENDED LAST YEAR! -.-

After that, headed to Gamelan Room for the Poly Bridging thingy... when the people came.. So much of John Rennell... LOL... da kisah lamer lahh tu.... hahahah....

Then, after that programme, Me and Ain headed to CWP to eat.. With a little persuasion, Ain accompanied me.. LOVE YOU AIN! after eating... we then head separate ways. Me to Yew Tee, ain back home..

Tuition ended at about almost 6. I then headed home. I hate taking the train at that time. It is so packed.. GGAAHHH! but well... that's life man...

then headed home... rest for about an hour before heading to play badminton with Baby, Ain, & Rasul.

YES! I WAS LATE BY A BIT! damn those people that played badminton at Ain's place.. we then find a perfect spot near Syaza's place... I prefer there.. I sweat more... We do had a great time, laugh while playing... we'll play there lahh next time kae... we played till about 9.45...

When i reached home, i was locked outside. Ayah LOCKED everything already... for this only, i feel that i've not been home.. AIYO....it's only 10.. -.-

Today till Saturday, i am gonna stay home except going Yew Tee... gonna stay home so that I can go out this Saturday...

okae then that's it for now...

nk makan.... bubbye!

2011-02-28T14:37:00.002+08:00

I am now toking to my favorite boy on the phone.

he's been calling me stalker! gaaahhh! i nk kill you...

kae well.. let's see....

Last friday, we met... we watched No Strings Attaached... the show wasnt that bad... Just Go With It is better.. We then headed to LJS.. i liked what happened... His slenge-ness is so cute tau! LOL... i love him how is he is.... AWWWW... hahahaha...

no matter how short the time we spent/met each other, i still cherish every moment spent wif u coz no one cn give the same moment like how u gave me... :)

tomoro, i'll be having my dispensing workshop... den need to go for poly bridging thingy.. then from there, im gonna give tuition...

okae.. thats it... Bubbye

2011-02-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

2nd day of holiday and its so freaking boring..

has been going to gamelan these two days..

tomoro having tuition session again...

I wanna start practical ahh so i have something to do..

i really got nothing to tok about..

So far E25D, n Trumpet section are planning to go on an outing.. both will be at Sentosa..

Amek kau atikah... nk g sentosa sangat kan.. hahaha

will be going to the universal studios wif fam this 15 march... wow! i cant wait...

wad else.??? so far thats wat in my mind...

B! lets go watch movie... SO LONG TK TGK MOVIE TGT....

HAPPY 28th MONTHSARY BABY!

2011-02-16T19:41:00.003+08:00

my darling.. (fikirkan aper tu? future eh? senyum2.. hehe)

i don look malay... hahah.. perasan! but look!

cute kan dier????

i kinda like this... mcm cool

baby's dish

my dish

Kae.. so today in the morning, headed to school wif the girls... reached school headed to class... i was the ferst wan to reach class! hahaha.. AWESOME! Got to choose where i wanna sit. And so after paper.. waited for Ain n Zal... took my thumbdrive... and i love them so much because, they are willing to accompany me till i need to go.. AWWW... love you guys!

then headed to Vivo.. met bby in the train at Novena. We had Pastamania.. those were our dishes. and we had pizza too.. didnt too the pic of that....

den we walked ard.. we walked at the pathway heading to Resort World. It was NICE. then we saw this water musical thingy.. it was awesome.. I WANNA GO THERE ONE DAY!

although, the day ended not that good. I still had fun though.. tgk sailors, aper ke tak.. LOL.. kidding! becoz i got to spend the time with you... next month, it's a wed too... i GOT GAMELAN... i'll see what time i end gamelan. hopefully early.. den we can have a date again.... wheeee...

Lets try saving Orchard for the 16102011 kae...

2011-02-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

i like how we are comfortable we are with each other now..

this is my new fav pic... its NICE

so.... lets talk about last week briefly.. i dunnoe when i last updated this.. so this week is the last week of school... Like ok-ok lah.. LOL.. i dun feel that sad when leaving this class.. infact, i want it quick...

and so... Monday had Pizza... Fri had pizza... Trustable face girl.. thats me! hahahaha..

and so.. Friday.. after school met Arif teman him eat in school, den i m off to meet ain and daus before heading to SSDC for trial test... and so after that headed to NP, met bby there... accompanied ain to Popular, and then after she bought her stuffs, we den separated.. Me and Bby headed to Novena. if go Suntec or Orchard like rushing.. so, headed to Novena, had our dinner there.. I finally tasted Texas Chicken.. not as nice as Popeye's... we then walked around... then left Novena about 8.30, off to Yishun for movie together with my cuzzins...

LOL! the funny/scary part, we separated our ways ferst becoz i didnt expect mum dad to be at Wendy's with them too.. hhahah.. den... when line is cleared i called him.. ahahah!

My abg sdare.. "IKA, u owe me $50 for bribing.." LOL! den kakak sdare was like "ika, maner dier?" "u patched back with him isit?" LOLZ! as soon he reached, kakak sdare goes "AH TU DIER!" LOL! excited nmpk.. comments.. "u very tall ahh" "u macam Sezairi" adoi syg! hahaha... so CUTE LAH U...

Movie was AWESOME! after movie.. we then off to our separate ways... LOVE YOU VERY MUCH U KNOW...

Tomoro first UT3.. goodluck!

Puncak Angkasa

2011-02-07T20:23:00.004+08:00

Nik Irfan:

Sayang sayang ku tertawan dengan matamu

hati ini berdebar debar oh selalu

senyumanmu yang mencuit jiwaku..yea..

Oh, cinta cinta kita berdua selamanya

kisah kita yang kian indah sentiasa

dunia ini bersamamu kan sempurna yea

Oh dan bila, hatiku terbelah dua

hanya kaulah bisa menentukannya

Oh dan bila, kita berdua berpesta

kita-kan menuju ke puncak angkasa

yeahhh yeahhhhh!

Caprice:

you could be fat in skinny jeans, or the one Billie Jean,

Black or white, you're still creme de la cream,

or cream de la creme, you know what i mean,

the cream of the crop, i'am what i be, yeaahhh,

you are what you eat,

and you're so fit, french cuisine,

im a long-term man, take a ride with me,

if you're half chinese, WO-I-NI,

attend, une seconde, rouge ou blanche like vive la France,

ma petite copine on danse,

si je parte maitenant, on reste ensemble,

uhh, on peut s'coucher,

but you and i babe we up, souflee,

im one of the best so your boy touche,

i dont mean to brag but i'am today,

so current im about the paper,

you could be my sayang or my manje

we might as well try we dont get no younger,

you plus me, ai-ka-ram-ba,

yeahh from Damansara,

and you're so hot like rice and curry,

and so bright, matahari,

and i aint gotta try, ya diiiig?

Met bby today... :) he studied.. i have to admit.. so cute... ^^

NEXT WEEK IM EXCITED! WOW! hahaha...

Like yeah she know...

Mama: Mak, gelang macm nie lah yang ibu belikan utk org indonesia

Nenek: Ouh.. saper punyer? dapat dari maner?

Me: ika nyer lah nek.. kawan ika kasih.

Mama: Mataer dier lahh.

Nenek: oh...

SHE KNOWS! I THINK SHE WANT ME TO TELL. BUT I STILL THINK ITS NOT RIGHT YET.

:( mama leaving for indonesia next week... 14 to 17 Feb!

2011-02-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

Just got back home... Let's talk bout yesterday first then followed by today...

Yesterday:

We went to ECP... u know it has been ages since i last went there... Reached there, pitched the tent, then im off to cycle... I cycled from one end to another... It was AWESOME! my butt now damn pain... we then left ECP at about 8 then headed to West Coast for food.. Fcuk! from 1 end to another right... hahahaha... I KNOW!

Today:

initially planned to go out... LUCKILY, we didnt planned where to go and so on... if not im more pissed than this... but well me need to understand yo...

so in the morning, there's tuition.. and so i headed to Yew Tee... i just love it when music accompanies me... its awesome.. hahahah...

so met him for a while... den im off to CWP for movie wif Kak Nani, Abg Boy and Kak Yaya..

Kak Nani: Is that ur boyfriend kakak?

Me: *shy**nodded* yahhh...

Kak Nani: where is he?

Me: There. He waiting for his friend.

Kak Yaya: Asl dier tk nk dtg sini jumper kiteorg?

*oops* i was the one asked him to leave... ooopppssssyyyy....

Abg boy: if brg Hakim, boleh bwk saeed skali kan...

hahah! I LIKE....

The Rebound was friggin awesome... age doesnt matter in love... we still deserve to be in love regardless of the age... haiiizzzz....

more movies coming up! they alrd plan to watch! WHEEEE! im in!

Baby.. I suke biler u mengusap-usap rambut i... AWWWWW... its nice u know! hahaha...

2011-02-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

shall forget about everything that happened yesterday... I'll try my best... i don't want my day to be spoiled again... but well, it has already been spoiled... so y the hell i care...

y the fuck he give me that kind of face... I have no fucking idea... thanks.. that's what makes my day kan..

now, seriously.. im not giving any fuck anymore to anyone... especially the ones here... ur thing ur pasal! im sick and tired of all these shits!

2011-02-02T22:14:00.002+08:00

*nowdays, ur perangai is getting unbearable.

*i've been putting up with it.

*u noe me. i have a high level of patience.

*thats why i can tahan

*but now before everyone get affected by it, as ur bestie i need to pull u back in track

*i dun like ur attitude towards gamelan.

*its not tat i'm in committee i said like this

*dulu band pun kau mcm gini

*but skrg kita da besar. we noe our responsibilities.

*i'm not angry.

*i'm telling u what is wrong with u coz i see it.

*u cnt see it urself.

*please be more optimistic.

*lagi2 aku comittee. u noe how it feels.

*u noe i dun want to be in commitee. but since i'm i it i need to take on my responsibilities.

*things happens for a reason.

*somplaining is not the way.

*nurul atikah bte salim, why can't u see things like how i see it??

*u my bestie. u do stuff and i have to put up with it.

*sometime aku nk kauj dgr kata aku.

*aku bkn nyer suruh kau buat jahat pun.

*aku nk kau buat terbaik jer.

*u say u support me in being part of the comittee. then u keep saying u want to quit.

*do it instead of saying it.

*u noe how frustrating it is.

-Ain-

well.. i have really no words to say.. i shall try reflecting what happened and try changing it...

i am really tired today.. tired of thinking, crying. a very nice way to start a holiday indeed... but well, my fault right, bear with it then.. NO POINT COMPLAINING...

Ain.. i am really sorry... Thanks for bearing with my perangai.. i can never find any friend like you. you will be my bestie forever and ever.. im really sorry and i will try to change slowly..

i just need guidance along the way.. thanks ain.. im sorry... :'(

2011-01-31T21:03:00.002+08:00

Monday today....

a verrrrrryyyyyy laaaaaazzzzzyyyyyy mooooorrrrnnniiiinnnnggggg to school bcoz it was raining.. its just so nice to actually tuck under ur blanket and continue sleeping.. well, i forced myself to wake up n get ready for school.. grades are important... ok.. i finally realize that? LOL..

chemistry... idk how to say ahh... but overall ok...

IN class.. SKIP sdh.. ntg much to tok about pun in school...

So.... Baby reached my school early and so he waited outside my class... ^^ awwwww. baby... I love you very the much.... really2 love you.. AS PER NORMAL, kalau nk tgk wayang... confirm plus chop class end late... GAHHHH! so no wayang again today.. how sad can my life be.. but well, he's there.. i like when you wait for me outside my class.. awww... really sweeeeeeeet of you! :) den, headed to CWP, to eat.. i ate Hor Fun finally... i was craving for it since yestd... yummy u know.... den after that, no arah tujuan... should have gone to woodlands waterfront....

Ohyeah, we had ice cream... YUMMY... gelare ice cream... next time we have meal there kae... :)

i m just excited for February... dunnoe y? but i know becoz my holiday is coming... HOORAY!!!

Now my kaki bengkak... y ehh?

2011-01-30T11:12:00.002+08:00

these pictures were taken yesterday.. ^^

So I went over to Gombak.. I kinda enjoyed it.. i wish i could go again today.. but i cant.. need to help mummy bake...

But it's okay.. will be meeting him tomorrow...

So what's my plan today? I have no idea.. After baking, television will accompany me i guess... Oh yes! Live To Dance.. Must not miss it.. Oh yes! and also American Idol Friday's episode..

I'm hungry NOW... no food at home... so what's there for breakfast... -.-

Woodlands Waterfront Date!

2011-01-26T21:57:00.004+08:00

hahah...

(^.^)

I LOVE THIS!

my perfume is nice... i know.. ^^

mmmmmmmmmmmm

wats wif the face syg?

Saeed's favorite girl..

muke nk step lah tu..

awwwwww....

this is nice too..

Atikah's favorite boy

2011-01-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

Monday! Our day!

Jane asked "u going out today? wif ur boyfriend?"

me answered "yup"

Jane said "so predictable"

HAHAHAHA....

so after school, met him... accompany him eat again.. i didnt eat becoz i was having stomach ache at that time... thanks cramps! den.. from there, we thought that our plan to Woodlands Waterfront need to be cancelled again! if yes... haiz.. i shall just say forget it.. no more waterfront plan...

and so, we headed there, walked through the "jungle" den we feel like its gonna take a long time... so we walked back.. and lucky we saw this one guy... we were so lucky that we met him.. i think if we didnt meet him rite, i think 5 plus oso we never reach that waterfront... and so, we followed the guy as he walks pass there to go home... THANKFUL MUCH!

den bby talked to him... im at the back listening to them.. I freaked out when they talked about komodo dragon...

and soo... we were near there.. very near... as soon we saw "woodlands waterfront" like heaven.. the wind blow... NICE...

the place is nice.. so windy i like.. i dun feel like leaving the place.. the wind is just too nice to resist!

at about 6.10, we made our move... i played the swing for a while.. yay! i know like budak kecik... i miss playing swing okae... few swings off to bus stop.. HAHAHAH! this is hilarious... ferst time i saw his reaction that way.. u noe how cute tak? LOL... so cute...!!! ^^ kenaper ur reaction cute giler! :) we talked, NON-STOP! there is always something for us to tok! unlike last time eh b! i like it now! :)

and now i alrd miss you.. gahhh! in 811 bus... i was like, y is the time passing so fast... can we spend longer time?" i miss you bby! :)

overall, i had so much fun today!

TGIF

2011-01-21T21:40:00.004+08:00

MY BLOG IS TOTALLY DEAD! thanks to the pack schedule im having. So now, im using this free time that i have to actually update a little. So, the last time i update was wednesday.. so basically that day me, zal and daus went to ain's house after school. stayed till about 6.

Thursday!

I had Bio UT, and after that, rushed to Yew Tee for tuition.. Freaking tired.. a gd thing is that i've finished my RJ before my UT starts and so im free at night. WHEE.

Friday! memang tkder mood to go to school.. felt like not coming.. but i came. Problem so not fun. and so me, hidayah and fizah partialled. Headed to interchange and all took 168. All heading to the same direction..

so then, met bby at tamp lib.. den he read buku dongeng..alala.. cutenyer.... hahaha.. wait for him to finish reading that one book then go.. off to his crib.. watched movie from my laptop... the ugly truth... den after show, i need to rush back... quite a long journey... lucky i have my earpiece... reached khatib at 5..home, bath, out to yew tee again. hahah.. tired...

and now, he must be having fun wif his cousins.. he's having his cousin day out... im here watching a.idol to kill the time.. then maybe later movie again.. if not, im off to bed...

tomorrow.. i dunnoe how my plan is gonna be... will be having meal with auntie's family.. den arcade for a while i guess... if they Dun have anything on after that, i shall head to esplanade.. den can meet him again! :D but well, i shall not hope much for that... go with flow girl....

okae im done here... now i wonder, when will be next time i update!

till then.. ta-ta!

2011-01-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

I noe im getting very sensitive at times. Gets jealous easily. This is bcoz i am afraid of losing u. Really afraid of losing you. U mean alot to me, u changed everything that happened in my life..
But well, idk!
Im having this mixed feelings sad, happy inside me...
All i want u to do for me is to be more open up to me... Im really expecting that from u.. For to quit all i cnt really force u, its all up to individuals.

Muhammad Nur Saeed, u've changed my life. And im happy with that life now.. I dun wanna lose that.. U r the one that is always in my mind.. :) i really love you and no other words cn actually explain how much i love you.

2011-01-15T18:16:00.002+08:00

MUHAMMAD NUR SAEED! (i like ur full name)
I miss you like crazy! 1 week tk jumper is also crazy..
We must meet next week! Hopefully on the friday!
If not, i try asking my mum if i can go out on saturday den go watch the dafam thingy wif u..
My scheduled are packed! Im tired of these packed schedule!

My body so weak! My nose is running! My throat is killing!

NURUL ATIKAH MISS MUHAMMAD NUR SAEED LIKE ORANG GILER! :D

2011-01-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm All About You - Aaron Carter

There's something I've got to say

You're always with me

Even though you're far away

Talking to you on my cell

Just the sound of your voice

Makes my heart melt

Oh girl, It's true

I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No baby, you never have to question my love

And every night

There's a new crowd

But it's always you

I'm singing about

There is only one these words

Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you

I know you worry sometimes

Some other girl will make me forget you're mine

There's not a doubt in this world

That anyone could take

The place of my number one girl

Well, it's true

I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No baby, you never have to question my love

And every night

There's a new crowd

But it's always you

I'm singing about

There is only one these words

Are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you

I am sooo loving this song.... It has been on repeat mode...

Baby, i miss you soooo much... we r sure to meet next week! okae...

Today, very wasted.. now i tk jadi kluar, tau jumper u kan... :(

i suker ur dream.... soo cute... hahaha...

kae da....

Friday finally! WHEEE!

2011-01-12T14:08:00.003+08:00

im still in class... today's module is bio... and im bored.. im done presenting.. wanted to partial, but i told myself not to....

been very bz.. keep reaching home late.. gahhh... im tired to the max... due to my packed schedule, i cant meet my bby.. :( hopefully next week.. im like trying to c what i have next week. Monday cnnt alrd... tues oso cnnt.. wed cnnt... thurs cnnt.. i think FRIDAY... i hope friday can... soooooo.... hopefully i've got no plans this next friday... becoz, if i dun, i will be very eager to meet you baby...

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah YAY! tonight can talk otp... i'll do my RJ before i get home.. make sure ur battery fone ader! okae:)

today, will be having practice... no one cn fetch me today.. :( mummy working night shift.. dad afternoon shift... :(

okae.. i have this deal wif bro... i will help him... WILL... bcoz i love my brother....

2011-01-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Okae! Baby's sake.. I will update!
Kae i know i have not been updating lately! Lazy, tired, no time!
So.. A happy thing this week is that i met bby for 3 days dis week! On monday, thursday and friday..
On monday, we watched movie, thurs if not wrong we go lib and watch movie.. Den fri we went to esplanade to accompany ain den we listened to the music there for a while! Okae.. Yah! Correct!
Best! 3 days! Hahah! Nxt week like cannt meet oni! Sadsad! Im so packed! Gahhh! Bz!
We'll work it out yeah bby! Love you!!

So today had jemputan and den after jemputan went to study wif daus! Im satisfied bcoz i learnt something and yes its effective!
Thanks daus for asking me to study! If not i think another lazy day at home for me!

Rasul! One funny guy! We will be friends forever and ever and ever and ever and ever! That small matter wont break the friwndship lahh!!! Hahahah! Sayang kau rasul!!! Friends forever!
Muhammad Rasul, Mohamad Irfan, Fayyad Khairani, Muhammad Firdaus, Nurul Ain and Nurul Atikah will never break this friendship! Friends forever and ever and ever! We got each other's back ok!

First Day of School & PARTIALLED

2011-01-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hey... it's the first day of school today.. and i partialled.. no mood.. i was sleeping throughout the whole journey to school and im still sleepy...

The class energy level today is very low...

so waited till meeting 2 end and left with Jehvan.. he partialled too.So, accompanied him to pasar malam.. den he's off to Yio Chu Kang and me to AMK...

met bby down there to catch movie... So, he played that Virtual striker... i sat by his side.. hahaha.. mcm nk tdo... hahaha.... lelaki when da play game... cute ader, irritating pun ader... hahahaha...

we then bought our movie tickets.. Little Fockers... hahaha.. funny show! Sustagen! LOL....

there are still lots of shows to be watched! Love & Other Drugs is one of them....

Promise locked with a kiss! Sayang, dun break it! LETS NOT BREAK IT! okae...

we then went off separate ways... MISS YOU!

FTT book.. whenever u nk pinjam, text me!

went home

mama: kak, mak tak telefon?jemput kau?

me: telefon.. jemput aper? bday si dektu(maid)?

mama: a'ah

me: g lah mampos!

me n mum laughed.. mum told nenek, nenek oso laughed... hahah!

my nenek the best!!!! MUACKS!

eh, kau tk akan dapat respect dari aku ahhh!

CB! kau maid, bday dpt hp... ! big fuck ahh! naek kpale siol!

Had a great talk with k.yaya... bcoz only to her i can tok about you baby... hehehe... she is where i share most of the things....

Tomorrow onwards, i will try not to partial... atikah please endure.. 6 more weeks!!!!! okae....

LONG DAY TOMORROW! gahhh!

Last Day of Holiday

2011-01-02T21:21:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!

This suck! because today is the last day of holiday... boring...

aku tknk skolahh!

boring3! especially with this class lahh... alahhh... nk e25d... nk mas, lydia, adrian, adnan and seif!

kat sini like, im not excited to meet anyone in the class...

BORING AFTERNOON... so how i spent that.. computer... sleep... eat... computer... tv... -.-

but still, I WANT HOLIDAYS!

on the brighter side, i am meeting bby for movie tomorrow..

I HATE YOU.. U R SOOOO FREAKING UNFAIR... NEVER ONCE YOU ARE OUT OF MY MIND.. U R REALLY TORTURING BBY! i wonder if you feel the same the way too? tell me! :) but... i LIKE...

i soooo cant wait for tomorrow... bcoz i miss you soooo damn much!

thinking of school just turns everything off...

i need something to turn me on! LOL... maybe listening to Aaron Fresh - Turn Me On.. hehehe..

"Baby you turning me on!"

2011-01-01T16:27:00.003+08:00

I am now at the airport together wif mum bro and nadra.. I have my eyes half open... Sooo sleepy...
And so, ystd went out for new year celebration..Wif irfan, firdaus,rasul, fayyad, nasyithah and zal.. We had our dinner at popeyes.. And then played game at popeyes, den outside... Enjoying the music and we start playing our own games and dance randomly.. Hahaha!

Den met bby for awhile... Den he's off with his friends.. Sad that he wasnt ard when we were having fun.. I wish he was there... So we started partying.. And dance till we sweat! I had fun! Party was great! I want more dance party! Den.. After countdown, we went to esplanade.. Met baby there again.. Den we played indian poker for a while... Haha! Cheeky2... I like! Hahaha!
Den yeah, after that thats when my misery starts.. Hahaha... Disappointed wif myself becoz im home so damn late.. I reached hme at 4 in the morn just now! So tired! I slept at 5 and woke up at 10! Im sleepy! I want my bed now!!!

Thank you bby, for sending me till the bus stop, so menyusah kan.. Ure the best and the best i ever had! I love you so much..
2011, new year for us! Hopefully its gonna be a fruitful year and may our r/s grow stronger bby! Love you!!muacks!

And to friends! Happy new year! May our friendship last long, if possible forever! I love you guys!!

Kae dats it! I wish im home! I nak tido! I ngantok!!!

2010-12-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

Do i still have the mood for this fri.. At this moment.. Nope! Im not looking forward.. Cn cry again??!!
I am just soo disappointed/sad!
Seriously, i mean its the day that i've been looking forward to..
This is one of the reason y i hate planning ahead. Shudnt have done it..
C what happen if it cnt happen? Kan makan sendiri!
Its killing deep deep inside... Sebak dadaku menahan..

Aagghh!! So shud i go shud i not?

Fucking emoshit lah sial kau atikah!

I did it again.. :'(

2010-12-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

I m not excited for countdown animore! Was waiting eagerly for that day and now its all gone!
Damn lah siol! Mcm tk nk g pun ader ahh...
Aaaarrrrggghhhh!

Korg, aku pun tkleh ahh nk cmpur ngn org cm gitu, aku pun feel awkward bodoh! Tapi tkkn nk ikut hati kiter, fkir org ah sial!
I try my best... He's my bf's friend... He cnt always suit what i want! I need to understand him too and mix wif some of his friends too! His friends pun bkn korg tk knal per! Korg knal! Thanks ahh!
Tgk ahh that day cm ner! Kalau i feel like kluar, aku kluar, kalau tak, kirim salam ahh!

B. I m really sorry..
There goes my friday..
There goes my dayto celebrate my countdown wif u!
There goes my chance to spend the night with u..
:'(

Life is just too "fair"

2010-12-29T08:40:00.003+08:00

One unappreciative/insolent guy
One problematic girl (doesnt really tell the truth)
One who likes to shut himself up (give up on us)
One whom i cnt really describe (too good)
And we get one "nice" , "happy" & "bonded" family.. I like!
Stop wayang in frnt of ppl

So much for telling ppl not to be emo shit!
I am being fucking emoshit now..
What to do to distress?
Doing stupid things!
Shut up atikah, dun ever think about!
Living in this kinda situation, feel so depressed, stressed.

All Day Home

2010-12-27T22:04:00.003+08:00

Well today.. didnt have much planned... and so i did studied cognitive.. instead of cognitive it should be COCKnitive! i hate that module.. forcing myself to study because i m trying not to get another C for this freaking module.

studied, gossip girl, studied...

then Nadra came... and so she said "bek ikah, i want to sit wif you?" while im watching gossip girl.. damn! interesting part and so i need to stop... -.-

Then at night met bby... finally! i took the risk to go out.. Met him at abt 8.15 like dat...

whatever it is... im happy to be able to meet you! :)

Friday kae.. tomoro i cnnt jnji...

I've been slacking too much! Fcuk the UT2. such a bad timing.. HOLIDAY IS MEANT FOR HOLIDAY NOT STUDY! RP like bengap oni... haiz... i'd rather study for BTT rather than UT2? hahahahah! Fuck care! im going out this FRIDAY! blueks! bye2 UT.. hahahaha....

i so cant wait for friday! and then i can enjoy !!! haiizzzz! excited giler!!!!

seiously... i sometimes wanna noe how it feels like to be a guy... they have so much freedom... and because, i've been hangin out with only guys these past few days..I might as well turn myself to a guy.. i miss my gals sooo much... i need not only guys... i need my girls too to be around with me.. It is fun to be hanging out with guys.. but hello, i m a girl and i need some time wif girlfrens too rite.. I can count with my fingers how many girlfriends i have... i need girls...

granny keep saying, "kawan kau sume lelaki, maner kawan pompan kau" -.-

this line has been asked to me so many times and i m tired of answering it!

I NEED BOTH GUYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS OKAE!

Everything was IMPROMPTU!

2010-12-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today, i was woken up by Muhammad Rasul Bin Razali! Kau telah ganggu aku..
"hello atikah ehh?"
"hmmm"
"kau da bgn?"
"aku nk tdo lahh"
"kae2 nnt kol aku"
So i continued sleeping and i woke half an hour later! The kolled them and they asked if they could come over! Well yeah. They came at abt 12.. Then at about 2 daus came over.. We watched two movies! Which is nightmare of elm street and devil.. Den after that they followed us to makan and then to MBS.. Photoshoot! Lol!
That was all impromptu... It was fun overall...

So tomorrow swimming? Want or dun wan?? I dun wan to wear that swimming costume! Lol! But i want to swim... -.- y am i always contradicting myself!!!!

I cant wait for new year!!!!!! Nk kluarrr!!!!!

Baby! I miss you like crazy!

A Boring Holiday

2010-12-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today a boring holiday.. All i can hear since morning is nagging... All thanks to you bro...
You made my life this way, im the one that is always being nagged because of ur behavior and so on... So is it my fault if u r bad? U never listen to me ader ahh... -.- im sick and tired of this man .. I mean seriously.. All i do as to not let this affect me is that, i ignore all those... U r one guy tht really doesnt know how to appreciate ppl especially the older ones here! Damn!

Went to Lower Seletar.. Watched the kids played water.. Kids are always the one tht will make you smile despite how trouble ur life is.. They never fail to bring a smile to our face... So, my kids, i'll shower them wif all my love... :)
Me and cousins gossiping about ppl there.. Made fun, laugh! Thys our job! LOL! hahahah! "beyonce" and GLC.. hahahaha!!!!

Baby.. I really miss you.. We me on thursday. And today is only Saturday. I miss you badly! Insya'allah monday we meet kae...
U noe something, im happy when u stayed home the whole day.. Although i know we didnt msg much. Idk, i just feel happy.. Hahah..
U r the another reason for me to keep smiling.. Thinking of u never fails to make me smile i swear... Love ya bby!

And yes! Im in love wif my new blogskin! I love it! Love the colours and everything....

2010-12-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

23122010! it is a date/day to remember!

so we went out.. headed to Vivo City...

Bought the book.. Den B&J ( Ben & Jerry ).. Heaven.. Thank you baby! love you soo muchh!

den headed to Dhoby Ghaut. Went to Gramophone and got my Bruno Mars! i've listened to it! I LOVE IT! bruno darling, ur voice is soooooo nice... heheheh.. oops... sorry sayang! LOL...

den, we had our dinner.. Nasi Ayam Penyet and i think his is Prawn.. idk...

den.. got Yogi Bear.. soooo cute... oh yes.. planned to watch movie cancelled because, little Fuckers oops i mean Fockers is full.. hahahha... next week or something ahh...

Promised something! u, like this many many times pls! hahaha.. u said that...

den.. headed Yishun, accompanied him to his Auntie's house to pass camera... saw Bob and Shaq on the train... LOL.. funny.. coincidence.. unexpected..

den we walked home..

I just love today lahh bby.. today is sooooo different than other days... do u feel that... i really enjoyed today.... i want more days like this... really really thanks for today.. sadly, there's no pictures today.. :( but well, the memories are intact to the heart my man... with this post, we will remember it.. and definitely today is really an unforgettable day... will always remember it...

Love you sayang.. Muacks!

2010-12-20T22:01:00.003+08:00

MY MUKER SOOOOO TK PERLU.

I LOOK FAT!

I LOVE THIS!

HE LOVES THIS!

I am sooo damn bored right now.. idk what to do... hello... satu hari tido.. like pig...

wonder what time will i sleep later, if i sleep quite early... dasar babi...

but well its holiday! hahahahah...

camp! i m not ready.. i dun feel like going pun ader.

this week not meeting, how sad can life be. LOL...

next yer meet? lamer lahh b... 11 days to next yer,... 11 tau! 11...

next week ahh hopefully!

apa lagi dong? bosan banget sih! aduh! mau ngapain lagi.. fikir deh!

2010-12-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

1612:

Yay! darling back! at 7.33pm.. hahaha... okae... im happy giler!!!!

i didnt go to school on that day.. went to johor wif fam... pampered myself by gg to the salon... i LIKE...

Yesterday was my day! i like it..

Thanks to those that msg me at 12 plus... then kol, wake me up, replied u guys msgs... hahaha....

then, to the one that wished me F2F..

FB msgs...

Thanks Ain, Adrian, Adnan, Mas & Mel, for the cute little surprise... u guys are soo sweeeet!

Thanks to Firman and takraw friends.. i have no hu they are.. but well thanks.. u guys are sweeeeet too!

after school met Fayyad and Nasyithah together with Ain... Had a great laugh on our way back in the bus.... we had our mouth and stomach cramp!

den after 7.. went for dinner at swensens at T2... called my friends only 2 of them are able to make it.. and so they joined me tgt with my fam.. so sweet of them (rasul & fayyad)

burfday song from them... goodness, two people sing louder than the group before us... paiseyy! hahahha... thanks....

uncountable thanks to express how much i appreciate the wishes and all... Love you ppl...

Today a very BORING DAY for me!

Tomorrow! yay! i am soooo looking forward for it....

meeting darling, den meeting the rest and sooooo to enjoy with them... Party on beybeh! make sure we laugh our ass off and have a great time together...

2010-12-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

Day 3 and this will be the last night! Woohooo!!
Well.. Today, had biology.. It was manageable... I was soo attentive... Then... Fcuk my ut grades... At the moment, all C! Shitz i know... But well, work harder next time..
Well.. After school, had gamelan n that prod. meeting... Im in charge of the front house! Keje senang! Aku suke.. Nk kene senyum lebih! Tu jer...

Well, just had dinner tgt wif mum and dad at NP.. I had briyani.. Now i ngantok alrd! Hahahah... Dasar lahh sgt!!!

Hello baby! One more night without you! I soooo cant wait for tomoro.. Do u know that after u called, whenever my fone vibrates, i tot its u.. Aiyayay!! Nvm2! Left tomoro..
U!! If possible, make urself free on sunday kae. Den we go to Ain's fam chalet.. Okae2???omg omg omg!!! I really cnnt wait for tomoro syg!!!!! I miss u like crazyyy!!!!! I'll be waiting...

And there's higher possibilty that i wont be gg to sch tomorrow! Woooohooooo!!!! No cognitive lah sia!

RJ all done... Mandi and then sleep! Wooohoooo! Dream of you! That will be what i wish for... Dream of you!! Nyahahahaha!!!

2010-12-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

Day2:
Ended class damn early today! No ppt to be made.. Class ends at 2.30.. Power right.. When my class end, the ferst ting i want to do is text u saying "b, i finish sch!" but then i realized, eh he's not spore... Cheat my feeling lol!
So.. Went home straight after school as theres no plan.. Everyone at home ask y sooo early?? Lol... I say class end early! And one thing i hate, when i nk tgk tv, ader jer my dad want to do something to do the TV! -.-.. thanks ahh!
Slept! Mcm pig again! Well, no! Thats what i want to compensate all the times that i slept late!! Whooo! Den woke up..

Within few mins, Blocked number called..
Ohmy!! Its bby!!! I tell you! I m soooo happy!!!! Very happy!! I dun care ppl alrd.. My mum was there and i talked to you!! Baby, i didnt expect... Like i said, lucky i bangun... Kalau takk, da tk dgr suare u... Haizzz... I miss you lahh...
2more nights bby!! I cnt wait!!
Love you and miss you very the much! Muacks!!

Yes! Ain suro partial. Lol! Ferstly i didnt becoz no nd do ppt and dont want to lose my A today.. Its physics.. Kalau do ppt, for sure i'll partial and go home tgt wif u.. My bad! Last few weeks of school then cn partial kae!!

2010-12-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

13122010.. A date that im not looking forward to actually.. Lol.. In class, "atikah, why ur eyes swollen" ohno! Obvious izit?? "ouhh, i slept late ystd" the only person in class that noes the reason is Hidayah... So well, 12plus to about 1 he kolled telling that he da nak masuk.. Haiz... I controlled my sadness really... Tried to maintain my voice.. Hahahah...
After school, straight away went home wif bestie as to compensate whats lost...

Sayang... Monday is usually the day when we meet... Den yahh... I kp looking at the time wondering, da sampai hk ke blum.. Day 1 and its not night yet... Now oni a few hours after u left, how bout my night, we'll c.. Well, maybe, as you suggested before, i think i'll watch g.girl...

Ok nah.. I didnt watch g.girl.. I was out the after maghrib... Okae lahh syg.. If u were to read this.. I nk wish you gdnight syg... I miss you and i love u very much! Muacks! Hope you enjoy ur night down there.. Go clubbing ahh with teacher... Hahaha...

Today is oso late sis bday.. How i wish she's still here... We cnfirm celebrate tgt, or maybe planning wat to get.. :') although i didnt get to c her, i will always doakan u kakak... Happy 21st birthday!

2010-12-12T13:15:00.003+08:00

what i want now is only ur time.. this 24 more hours before u r off to HK...

okae, this sound stupid.. i cnt help it but to let the tears roll down..

today... what i want today is to spend the time msging. YES! MSGING... i want no distraction if possible.. ur time is all i need bby...

im wondering how tomorrow will be... how tomorrow night gonna be.. no msgs for three nights.. no good night msgs for three days...

kae2.. i stop... i dun want to continue crying... hahahah... atikah like a bit dumb ahh... hahahaha..

kae2.. i stop.. i shall say 3 nights is not long... :)

today, this is my first update... wonder later at night will i update. if not , then it will be tomorrow...

Should I or should I not??

2010-12-10T23:18:00.003+08:00

Math today...again... something to do like differentiation... so much better than last week...

ended about exactly 3.30... den off to wdlands intchge, met bby there...

well, headed to somerset bought the ticket first and then had our early dinner...

and sooooo.... after that, RAPUNZEL! its very funny! i love it sooooo muchhh....

well, sadly the time pass really really really really fast.. i dun like that.. i wish that i can stop the time at that point of time... well oh well....

haizz.... last day before u leave for HK.. firstly, u need to go off early, well, it's okae... i wish cn stay longer... hahaha... i controlled my tears until i board the train.. how strong am i?? hahaha...very strong indeed.. da masuk train, dun even dare to look up! hahahaha.... gonna miss you soooo much! u shdnt be sad lahh bby... u shud be HAPPY becoz ure going overseas... again and again i will tell myself that it wun be long till u come back...i love you very very very much!!

okae.. ntg much to say.. kinda tired.. tomoro want to go out ahh ngn fam.. make sure they can.. if not i sad!

2010-12-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Okae.. Today was Cognitive... Boring or wat... Grp wanted to partial, but left one member, then we came back. we were alrd downstairs... -.-

and so we managed to stay in class with little understanding.

Went home straight after school. I initially planned to sleep when i reached home,.. but i couldnt get myself to sleep. So just watched some videos on youtube...

Den at abt 7.30, rasul reached here and we're off to jog! I can say i am sooo proud of myself... wheee!

4 days left... Bby, i wanna make sure tomorrow will be the best day... i m gonna spend my time with u tomorrow.. like ure going for a very long time like dat.. hahaha... but yeahh... i cnnt take it... macam makin sedih!

A note i gave him ystd:

ahhhh, too long lahh nk type sini... hehehe.. u noe da bgs... well.. den u asked since when i am mushy...

i can answer that now... i started being mushy when i noe that u r the one that i want thruout my whole life... love you sooo much!

tomorrow take lots and lots of pics and so wen ure there, and when u start missing me, or even when i start missing u, i will look at those pics....

haizzz.... sedihhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh.... cm nak nanges now cn??? ah NO NO NO!

atikah, saeed's not leaving u forever lahh! hahahah... okae2....

2010-12-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

If to think it negatively, i had somehow or rather wanting to give up what im doing due to the surrounding..
However, there is something inside me telling me, DON'T!
Idk y! But this dumb atikah that always have negative mindset is back! Get back the old me pls!
I am not being myself today for god sake! NOT MYSELF!

2010-12-06T21:10:00.004+08:00

Monday... A gd thing that i didnt have Monday Blues except that chemistry faci didnt come and the freaking faci relieved our class again.. effing boring... me and andrew basically copy paste from other "resources".. perangai or what... faci keep nagging,, worst than my mum.. i dun think my mum nag oso..

Class ended early! when i'm early, bby's late.. when I'm late, bby's early.. Hahaha! HOW cm gini?

so at about 3plus before meet bby, met Nadeem! LOLLIPOP! hahahaha... well then chatted with him first... then left him alone, off to meet baby... Next time i join u guys to reel room okae! hahaha...

So basically, we really had no plans... NO PLANS... so g makan... den sit down a while, den bus-ed home... I bath, he met yan for a while, me him again.. They accompanied me to my dental appointment, den off to pasar malam..

Sayang oh sayang... i really cherish every moment spent with you. i love today although there were no plan because you were with me till about 8plus.. :) hahaha... waited for 854 with him... then when 854 came, i hulur hand to salam? LOL! we didnt.. hahaha...

Friday, we gonna spend the very precious time together before you leave for Hong Kong okae,make sure plan properly..and OK, RJ all not done, no meeting...

7 more days, that's fast syg... haiz...

Bestie.. get well.. Go sleep NOW... u schooling early tomorrow and hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for you..

2010-12-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

Okae.. I went out only for awhile.. Teman nenek to go jemputan together with Kak Nani.. It was at Sengkang.. Firstly.. i dun wanna follow, bcoz mum is not at home to make up for me.. but well.. i said.. okae.. for nenek and also for me.. i'd rather go out so i wont be that bored.. so.. i tried to make up.. ala.. jadi lahh tu... sikit2 jer...

den went home.. watched one episode of gossip girls, and then i sleep till about 7...

7 plus.. bby msged telling he's done! YAY!!!!!! i was sooo happy! at least this wan cn still msg when he's working.. HK, no msg at all lahh atikah...

how arhh... 8 more days is fast i tell u.. very fast... i tell myself not to cry becos of boredom...

Bby.. confirm miss u alot seyyy!

Yay! Tomorrow meeting... :)

Tuesday! alrd planned with rasul to go and jog! same timing, same place!

2010-12-04T20:34:00.004+08:00

Saturday.. How much i hate this weekends.. Im freaking bored...

Just now, accompanied my mum to make up this someone for engagement... then after that back home..

Reached home... did nothing for awhile.. den now, watching gossip girl.. Oh gossip girl, ur shows just have too may making out scene... -.-.. but well, thats normal for some scandalous kinda show... I Like Dan's family... so bonded together..

Well, freaking bored, that i teared to myself.. :(

Adek's not home, mama and ayah working..

Nenek watching drama..

No one is entertaining me...

Bby's working.. well oh well...

PATIENCE!

Tomoro will be like this too. When i want to follow mama to Johor, i can't because the van not enuf.. she will definitely be out the whole day. IT IS HER OFF DAY TOMORO FOR GOD SAKE.. i want time with her too... dad is working tomoro... adek will definitely be out again.. left me and nenek again..

Let the weekends end quickly!

And yes.. I will only open up to you again when u start opening up to me...

2010-12-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

my nenek mandi this bear.. hahha...

i tell u... this bear will be with me when ure away! this bear cnnt go aniwhere else.. must always be by my side... LOL... remote control..!

cognitive boring as per normal...

saaaaaaaap! free starbucks today with Bestie, Amirul and Nadeem..

Saw Fayyad at NP... Den went home with Bestie and Bro. peng gedang gedang! LOL..

im done with all my work.. dunooe wat to do alrd... hmmmm.....

tomoro math UT... ohyeah mannn.. math UT re-test! aiyahhh!

den at night, jog date with rasul and ain! hahahahah....

2010-12-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

this was drawn after I had finish UT. while waiting for 5.30... ^^.. i really miss you..

i hate to count that it is only 12 more days left... :(

tk ji ahh... u tggl kan i... *majok* LOL!

i bet u're gonna have fun! have fun kae!

we soooooo need to meet next week but the day is the problem.. dang!

we have to find a day! i dun care.. :)

okae... today had bio, UT, gamelan.. today the tiredness one kind.. really2 tired.. balek den energetic... pasar malam.. and i got my takoyaki! yay!

969-ed home..

aniway.. my birthday... nenek say no need to kol org atas and ajak them makan... ask me to ajak frens instead...

soooo.... for further notice i'll update you guys...

2010-11-29T21:28:00.004+08:00

what shall i start...

first things first... i partialled.. thanks Hidayah... LOL... still can ask me if i want to partial tomorrow... No thanks!

headed to Tamp... waited.. his house... :)

things i hate about you..

- i hate you because u like to torture me.. i miss you as soon as we go separate ways

- i hate you because u cannot get out from my head. every minute every second is you

- i hate you because you love me.. u make me love you even more

so now, im otp wif Baby! haiizzz.... C WAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY I HATE YOU! ahhhhh!

kae lahh give up ahh! i HATE u ahh saeed! hahahah!

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU LAHH BABY!

OHYES2! hint!

i want something huggable..

i want nike/supra shoe..

i want a bag..

there's more.. as the day draws nearer.. there'll be more.. hahaha

2010-11-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

Firstly, lemme say about this pic. This is the first couple pic we took on 161008. i dun like it that much because my hair is fuggingly short and my kening, OMGOODNESS! ugly sia!

For u baby.. only for you...

Well, we talked on the phone, for a very very long time today... I have to admit that i really love it.. because, we talked about future, we talked about the past.. we laughed, excited. we both felt the same way... talked about the countries, all other stuffs.. it is just so sweeeeeeet!

ur poem plan... that is really very sweeeeeeet!

Looking back at how we fall for each other, why we broke up? hahah! cute right... i know... u noe how i feel when we were separated for the moment.. me too know how u feel when we were separated.. goshhh... haizz... if i were to continue... it will be very long...

One, ure like a dream come true, Two, Just wanna be with you. Three, Boy it's plain to see that you're the only one for me...

Baby, really, there's no other words to describe how much i miss and love you.. on a brighter note.. we are meeting this coming Monday! YAYNESS!

i alrd miss you... just a few minutes after toking on the fone... haiz... u r really torturing me... hehehe... i noe i am too! hahahaha...

hmmm.. aper lagi ehh pasal u... i think so far nie lahh... kalau update lagi, i ltk kae syg! :D

2010-11-24T21:54:00.003+08:00

Today, had bio... idk if i really understand or not, but i do a little...

so ntg much happen... i oni got to know, my class KAKI GOSSIP.. power! i like... hahaha...

had gamelan today.. i tried playing the bonang! i like... but like keliru.. well, saya budak baru belajar.. kalau salah tunjuk kan lah... ok ain.. :)

After that, went home..dropped at NP, met baby there... yay! im happy... how much i tahan.. hahaha... b, betul lah. one week tk jumper tk sah.. at least once a week! met at NP, walked home, bcoz cn spend more time.. if naek bus, aper guner jumper... btul tk?

u, asl ahh??? skrg jer da rindu... cnnt help it ahhh! cpt ahh 7 to 8 more years.. hahahas! i m really addicted to you! ur presence, ur smell, is everywhere, but the fact is that ure not here...

okae, 1 week at HK, how is that for me? goshh! lamer per...

if NS how...? aduuhhhhh! pening kepale..

now, waiting for you to reach home and text.... :)

shyts! tomoro cognitive.. i told ya, i m never looking forward for cognitive... ahhhh... sbr! tahan.. tomoro, i would like to go home straight after school... den study...

because ive been going home late these few days, so besok, early, friday late.. and so saturday can go band!

2010-11-23T21:49:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS QUITE A TIRING DAY FOR ME..

cabbed to school daus! thanks beb... and soo... physics today! gosh! otak cramp... tired giler... den followed by physics UT! aint that crazy.. and so. UT was manageable, only that i left one question out and i am confident for my 2 wrong answers.. LOL... ended UT before ain and zal.. headed to canteen with daus and then followed by ain and zal.. i think at abt 6, headed to lib... "study" i did a little... hahah.. left at 8... chatted in the bus..

shave uncle shave! hahahahah! i really tkleh tahan... hahahahah....

in 811, saw Boon... he look different.. he look better now... his hair kinda suits him...

den, walked home, saw my bro.. wif a guy.. bro waved, that guy waved too.

GUESS WAD, at the first sight i tot it was you saeed! hahahaha.. i was like, "eh, you're there?" but like impossible(that shows how much i miss you!), DUH! den i got nearer.. adam lahh! i was like"EH HI!" LOL.. bbual like pena bbual like that.. padehal during ngaji last time never talk at all... den talked for a moment, den went up home...

and now im sooo shag! tired giler...

BABY, BABY, BABY OHHHH! I MISS YOU LAHH! REALLY REALLY REALLY! IT'S GOOD TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ON THE FONE.. SO LONG NEVER TOK ON THE FONE...

AND I AM HAPPY FOR YOU SAYANG! FINALLY! I WAS WORRIED U KNOW.. HAHAHA... DEN U TOLD ME U PASS! MCM NK PEKIK KAT CLASS.. HAHAHA...

DEN I WANNA SAY SORRY IF WAD I SAID JUST NOW GET YOU OFFENDED, I DIDNT MEAN TO, THAT'S WAS WHAT I THOUGHT.. SO, YAH.. I DONT MEAN ANYTHING THOUGH.. really wanna meet up soon.. but dunnoe when.. next year? takleh,takleh,takleh...

okae... i'm still loving you, like it was the first time! oh oh, i will never leave you! kaelah2..

okae2... i m very sleepy! tomoro gamelan.. feel both, alah! and YAY! ahaha..

2010-11-22T13:13:00.003+08:00

saturday:

went to Serangoon at about 1 plus for Kak Yah nikah... i was excited to see them.. i like it when the abg zul said, "aku trima nikah .........." i had a wide smile! :D alhamdullilah!

and so stayed there till about 12 am... was feeling sooo damn bored... nothin to do, no one to talk to there.. Betul, tak bedek.. i have no mood that one whole day.... thanks to mum... faking smiles throughout...

Sunday:

It's the day! woke up early, get ready.go serangoon... okae.. IM HAPPY FOR THEM... they were bestfriends since school... WOW kan... and now they tgt...

and yet again... Jangan Pisahkan song... awwwww! how sweeeeeet! the DJ was entertaining.. i like... very funny... i didnt sit tgt wif my cuzzins... sori u gals are sooo not my kind.. and sooo i berkepit wif my mum.. thanks syg, for kinda lyn msg2... love you...

talking about the future.. wide smile i know.. and i think u too..

one whole week not gonna meet.. okae.. UT period... okae, he wants me to do well, i want to do well.. okae, sacrifice okae...

we'll meet soon... HAVE TO MEET BEFORE U GO HK..

idk wat else to say.. my love for u is multiplying each day.. no words can actually describe how much i love you and how much i miss you right now... the moment, we r not by each other, the missing feeling is there.. it's just too strong to be separated.. well oh well... 7 to 8 more years okae.. hehehe.. insya'allah...

work done... waiting to present.. den i think i go home.. lock myself and study! wats gonna happen at home, jadi lahh! tk kuaser lagi nk layan!

2010-11-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

it's me

it's you

No pic together, coz like tak menjadi.. so individual picture. :D

Had math today... It was difficult at first, when i get the geest of it, it is damn simple.. -.- make ppl crack head like shyt! the worst part, y the equation keep coming out bj.. can use other letter instead of b.. and not h... hahahah... ATIKAH! perangai!

i really dun like math faci.. so annoying, banyak songeh! irritating.. suker sngt drag maser org!

after school, met darling... u wear okae what... i LIKE! .. yay! u wear ur cap! hahaha...

plan to woodlands waterfront tak menjadi.. and so we cant decide where to go.. at the end, went to Vivo... finally i go there after soooooo long.... hungry giler or wat???? LJS...

ferstly, sorry for the attitude... but well on the whole, i love today!

So, 7.30 left vivo.. lambat or what atikah! well, skali skale, bukan slalu... well, otw home talked, story kinda interesting.. would love to know more if there's any...

u ahhhh.... hahaha.... whatever it is, u always melt me..

next place, promenade! okae... B & J ( ben and jerry )

okae, i alrd miss you! LOVE YA SOOOO MUCH...

aper u? 25? hahaha...

LOL.. wth, y today like equation bj den Ben & Jerry oso B & J.. HAHAHAHAH!

2010-11-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Hari Raya AidilAdha. So basically what i did the whole day.. eat, sleep, watch tv.. perangai oink oink! .00.

so today, had cognitive... okae tak okae.. gitu jgk lahh... dunnoe wat else to say lahh... it's like im going through the same thing every day... so.. wats the point of telling the same thing everyday... after school went home straight alone...went to pasar malam to get burger.. tot of walking home alone... but the weather is unpredictable.. i don wanna get drenched.. and so.. i bought ice cream ferst, waited for bus at the interchange.. hahaha...atikah2... a gd thing is that music always accompany me everywhere.. i love you music! MUACKS.. haha...

kae.. bsk... excited.. YAY! meeting sayang again! becoz i alrd miss him soooo much!

(^^.)

2010-11-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today. had physics.. Aiyooomak! faci Zeff didnt come.. the relieve faci is like sooo boring.. bbual pelan... den like not fun lahh...
den in group, theo didnt come.. aiyah! i die! group boring giler nk mampos. satu member maen game! -.-
webcammed wif AIN... i like.. hahhaa.. i noe ntg happen pun.. hahahah... she's alrd at Tjg Pinang... miss her!

Left class early, 2.45, off to Tampines. U.. untuk u okae.. hehehe... meeting you two days straight is the best thing ever happened. I noe its oni for awhile especially today? went there took an hour spent only one hour... i roughly know how u feel come so far and yet spend not much time. At the Interchange when u said, "bus u da sampai" in my mind was like... "alah, cpt nyer.." but well oh well... and yes, I ALREADY MISS YOU! duh!
how i wish every single minute we're by each other... awwww... thats not happening now, so thats y every moment spent together is precious....
JOKE OF THE DAY! cute kan u?? hahhaa....

okae.. now im waiting for Ramly burger... mum will be getting it for me... yummy... atuk and nenek will be here later...
tomoro, obek and family coming... AIN, azmi and fam coming.. SUCH A BIG SURPRISE FOR ME... i didnt expect this!
Laptop cnnt log in.. wtf! need to go to IT helpdesk on thursday and get it fixed! da besok holiday.. laptop tk leh pakai plk! -.-

wat else? ohyah! BAND! my nenek dun really agree if i join.. but mum gave me the green light... HOW? I want.. but nenek... its saturday.. thats the reason.. she is lonely i know.. no one will accompany her... mum and dad wont always be at home. adek will definitely be out. me? if i join, den i bet she's disappointed? gets even lonelier?
HOW? HOW? HOW? i want to play my instrument.. i really miss tht!

2010-11-14T16:59:00.002+08:00

i like this

i know im cute, stop staring! HAHAHA!

The best i can find for ystd's pic.

ystd, watched last exorcism wif sayang... boring show.. my choice, my bad.. i m soo telling myself not to watch animore horror movies... it has never reach my expectation! -.-

next time, we go watch comedy, romantic movie kae!

after movie waste time.. den at 6.. made our move, go separate ways... so near yet so far... i really dun wan december 13 to come....

time to meet nadirah, rasul and hafiz! concert time... okae... concert was fun! entertaining... lamer tk dgr band... nice to hear them skali skale...

now, should i commit myself to band for the alumni concert.. i want to blow, blow, blow... im tired of ketuk, ketuk, ketuk... trumpet i miss you... rasul say if im in, i'll be playing the flugelhorn! I WANT SIA!.. i have never played that before...

today, followed mama to geylang... GOSH! ramai one thing, ppl keep stepping on my sandal! eeewwww! geli.... i tell myself next time kai kasut, so tk basah! eww,eew,eeww! den went to TKC, bought baju for this sat....

FLU, SORE THROAT, dun affect my ears.. i don't wanna get anymore worst!

2010-11-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

okae... i m sooo freaking bored rite now..

i didnt go to school today... so stayed at home..

till now im happy coz they still talk bout ystd performance and they didnt regret coming.. especially granny! granny was like 'nenek suker tgk.. nie kan org2 indonesia nyer lagu... nenek suka lah' wah.. i feel happy, satisfied as a grandaughter... love you nenek!

soo.. today. im free from rj.. hahaha...

shut the f up.. all i do wrong lahh... balek2 aku yg kurangajar.. -.- i am soooo immune to this!

tomoro, going out... plan for wayang settled... then concert? RASUL, maner kau? aku nk tau timing...

excited? not excited? i dunnoe!

im feeling this sandiwara show... it has been quite some time since i last watched some malaysia telemovie... LOL... ntg else to do mahh... just watch lahhh!

2010-11-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

Finally, its over.. WE are going to miss it though.. Next performance, i want to dance ok!

so, make up at 9.30.. went back to class at about 1130! gosh! i wasnt in class for the whole meeting 2... -.- at that period, my eyes really cnnt tahan lahh seyy... punyer lahh ngantok.. aku tahan!

then UT, after UT, off to studio...

Nervous pa???? hahaha... overall, it was really fun! this was my first performance that i smiled through the concert.. baik arhh atikah...after everything,, went out to meet fam... atikah jadi N. Atikah for a moment... byk amek gambar lahh! Fan lahh kirekan..LOL... thanks family for coming and support... Luv u all! MUACKS! i am sure to update u guys if there are more performance... (Y)

den after show, pack up, shift instrument, giler2 wif ain den wif GNKs.. POWER ARHH!

sayang... oh sayang.. (the usual way how u say on the phone) hehehe...

i really miss you! i knew that you are going to sleep at abt 11 plus.. i really knew it... so... tomoro onwards okae! no halangan in msging!

movie soon! deprived of watching movie! LUV YOU! MUACKS!

2010-11-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

I feel sad becoz i cnt tok otp wif syg when i cn actually do it... Now, nd to wait for at least a week before we cn tok otp before gg to slp...
So today was a long tiring day! Aku penat!
Kae gdnite!

2010-11-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

ONE PIC TERDELETE! NO!

met sayang like obviously before gamelan..

sat down, charged his fone, bla3.. :)

den at 5.10 off to gamelan...

so, next meeting.. :)

u r my sweetest drug! oh wait! thats a metaphor... lemme explain y...

drug, is something that someone get addicted to.. so you r my drug coz im addicted to u..

sweetest? y? becoz u wouldnt want to have the most bitter drug rite.. so.. thats y.. its the sweetest drug!

OKAE GO! im ready for UT! hahahaha! mepek sia atikah...

gamelan.. practice a few songs.. den shift instrument.. tomoro one WHOLE DAY! ahhh.. dammit... its okae.. its gonna end soon...

went home wif ain.. chatted thruout the journey... SHE IS SOOO CUTE.. i dunnoe why.... ure the best and the best and the best that i can find nowhere else! we missed 2 811 bus bcoz we were bz singing? hahaha... but lucky the next 811 tk lambat! hehehe... LOVE YA BESTIE!

2010-11-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

NOW.. HOW MUCH I WISH U STAY YISHUN! tulah, dulu secondary, tggl dkt tk make full use kan.. now aper da jadi.. haiz.. cobaan! haha...

if u stay yishun, u cn fetch me, send me home biler i alek lambat.. i miss the times when we go school tgt.balek skolah tgt.rimas mmg lahh.. tu dulu.. but now i wish for that.. i still remember, the same shoes we had for school. ur class n my class next to each other.. nk tgk malu2.. hehe..

ATIKAH, kau da knaper? haha... okae.. i just miss that badly... how i wish ure here every moment!

syok sendiri.. do ntg, but fikir nie.. haha...

now, when ure far, nk jumper susah.. our schedules are different.. well, patience, understanding. to me these two are important for the relationship to go on smoothly. so, thats what we need darling.. i miss you sooo much! :D

2010-11-07T21:39:00.005+08:00

Ooooooooooooooo x2

Verse 1:
Can you feel me when I think about you
With every breath I take
Every minute no matter what I do
My world is an empty place

It's like I've been wondering the desert
For a thousand days (ohhh...)
Don't know if it's a mirage but I always see your face baby

Chorus:
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Verse 2:
The stars are burning I hear your voice in my mind
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling
It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
(Won't you save me) There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me
Whoa baby

Chorus:
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Bridge:
So let this drought come to an end
And make this desert flower again
I'm so glad you found me, stick around me baby baby baby oooo
It's a world of wonder with you in my life
So hurry baby don't waste no more time
I need you here; I can't explain my day without you,
It's like a year without rainnnn... ohhh

Chorus:
I'm missing you so much
Can't help it I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain (ohh x 2)

Ooooooooooooooo x2

i super love the chorus...

"i kan matahari while you are the snow, so when i meet you, i will make u melt" ^^

takyah tunggu jumper, msg jer da mencairkan.. ^^

i really feel like changing my relationship status in fb.. having my parents, aunties, uncles makes it difficult to do everything in fb..

take things slowly atikah!

faster come home.. i am alrd bored to the max.. long episodes of gossip girls.. i need a break..i wanna text u..

2010-11-07T14:34:00.005+08:00

Conversation with Dad

DAD: kak, semalam g jemputan saper?

Me: Saeed nyer kakak kahwin

DAD: ouh.. ramai org?..

Me: ramai lahh jgk.. org kahwin, mesti lah ramai.

*silent*

DAD: kak, Saeed course aper?

Me: Mechanical Engineering. dier higher NITEC lahh...

DAD: Eh? suro dier buat betul2 lahh kak.. kasi dier encouragement, support dier..

Me: OK!

in my heart, i was like, thats what im doing right.. ^^

i tot it ends here...

DAD: kak... jgn luper kasi dier encouragement, support dier.. den can live happily ever after...

hahahah! cute or wat my dad!

2010-11-07T12:02:00.004+08:00

okae... did not update ystd, tired and lazy to turn on my lappy.. so here i go...

Yesterday...

woke up early. it saturday and i woke up at 8?? aper steam jer... kae so, helped mama to cook, den after that, get ready to go to the invitation... Went wif Daus, met Fayyad and Nasyithah at Eunos MRT, and from there, headed to sayang's place... theme colour for yesterday, PURPLE.. hehehe^^..

c how much i can read you.. hehe.. great mind thinks alike.. or rather sehati sejiwa.. LOL.. it has been quite some time since i say that, "sehati sejiwa" hahaha... finally met you ystd after 1 whole week of not meeting.. :D now, i alrd miss you!

Nasyithah snuggled at me while nk amek makan.. she felt paisey coz she's wearing home clothes.. "aikah, i soo malu" hahaha... soo cute...

Fayyad and Daus like abang2 to us,.. hahaha...

made our move, me and daus headed to pasir ris.. nasyithah and fayyad headed to Tampines. In the train, i showed them BM video.. hahahah! their faces changes when the horse sound was being made... hahaha...

after open house, headed to chalet.. hahaha.. penat or wat... den today to Tampines.. aiyooooo!!!

my plan to surprise you ystd tk menjadi coz i dumbly told you that im coming.. hahahah! because y??? i was just too happy and to tell u that im coming... aiyayayaya!

7-11... hehehe.. such a cute date! :)

okae... mugging period! ssshhhh!

2010-11-05T12:27:00.002+08:00

jealousy part 1! i noe what im talking about. there's no need for me to elaborate.. let me the only one who knows it.. oh atikah! shuddup! dun even tink about it...

okae.. morning, woke up.. called darling.. im happy! finally heard his voice and then we got to talk on the fone for quite some time.. awww... i really miss you soooo damn much...

i noe what im thinking, i really hope its possible.. i wanna make it happen.. so i have/need to work for it.. hopefully this time round, it really works... :D

fish! off to gamelan later... i lazy lahh! tired doh nk g... nie nk aper? polish instrument... -.-

i wanna study tonight! I WANT TO STUDY! I DONT WANNA FLUNG MY UTs.. my grades are alrd bad enuf! need my UT to back me up...

2010-11-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

today's math was like so stressed up! difficult giler! den as per normal group chat with the class...

then at 5 gamelan... bla3.. ended at 6...

den went home.. den alight 169.. i ajak ain to walk... there were lots of things happened.. hahaha... we spent the quality time tgt... hahaha.. "da siap decorate?" i really like that.. i LOVE ain's facial expression when i asked her that... hahaha... awww! ain.. I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH...

for the first time, i want my weekend to end fast... bcoz i can be sure that my weekends are gonna be boring bcoz sayang is bz.. so it's only two days including today, less msging... sucks u noe... and so, i was wondering.. if u go hong kong how? what?? 3nights without ur msg! omg! ohno! cn u dun go? nahh.. u go.. it's okae.. u get to take the plane.. wheee! hhehe... i really3 miss u lahh!

I MISS U LIKE CRAZY!

im hoping for something, hopefully it is possible...ain noes what is it.. sssshhhh!

2010-11-03T14:40:00.002+08:00

im in class now.. and its like sooo freaking boring... done presenting.. suppose to listen to them, but biology, it is so not my cup of tea...

all i think is you. awww....

i like when u kol me atikah ystd.. hahaha.. and u noe wat, ur voice calling me atikah like playing in my mind now... soooo cute.. hahaha... hearing ur voice for a moment just now, i feel sooo HAPPY! whheee... u made me smile while walking alone before meeting ain... hehe.. okae.. im going crazy!

kae... later there's gamelan at 4? gosh! i hope i cn finish my rj and all... i have to finish it up before gamelan... have to! if not, shag like ystd, den cnnt watch my gossip girl.. OMG! okae.. so today, deal. try to finish it before practice starts!

2010-11-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

okae go..

YESTERDAY, back from chalet, unload all the things, brought up to umah atas, den tdo.. seriously shag! den went home... idk what i did.. at about 12, slp! basically, i totally knocked out yesterday. Overall, had a great time at the chalet.. i want more chalets! woots!

okae... today... in the morning jer mood like *fill in the blanks*... then quiet, as soon as i reached class, im fine.. i tried to cool myself down...okae... den rite.. lucky today's cognitive was manageable.. I WANT TO CHANGE GROUP! MY GROUP SERIOUSLY DEAD GILER NK MAMPOS. AKU BBUAL KAU DIA. APER SIA PERANGAI! however, today, i managed to ignore all those today.. korg tk nk uat, aku uat sorg! :p

den after school, met haikal, went for lunch before gg gamelan.. ain has some CE workshop.. so she did not join us...

okae... atikah learnt a lesson... no gossip girls before all the RJ and stuffs are done. sayang, i'll take note of that! then..hmmmm.... wat else....

ouhh okae... i really tired.. kae i noe im the eldest, but that doesnt mean i have to do everything. adek was like home the whole day, why cnt u ask him to do what you want me to do instead of asking me as soon as i reached home.. gosh! im tired! i need a break okae...

and one more thing... PLZ... let ur thinking be a bit more up to date... im near 18? is it wrong for me to be in a relationship now?

i super dun like the comment u gave me.. i sbr okae.. if i were to be rebellious, i'll be...

i miss u sooo damn much and love u sooo damn much.. my schedule will be packed these few weeks due to concert and UTs... wonder when will we meet the next time.. im alrd missing you badly!

2010-11-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

I was fine.. And now i feel miserable and felt that im such an effing loser...
U... Im sorry... I'll try okae... I will try, trust me... Sometimes, i would just need to fight back and hopefully this time im fighting it back... I really am very sorry... I know how disappointed u r... Very, i know...
I donno wat other words to say but sorry... Sorry is all i can say now... That day will show if i can or cannot... I feel so damn bad...
Gonna think through tonight and hopefully not sleepinh with the teary eyes... :'(
Love you...

2010-10-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

lets start..

yesterday.. Let me recall what happen yesterday...

hmm.. so ystd had chemistry? den workshop after that off to gamelan(can i learn the dance) i was so mesmerized by the dancer.. omg! i LIKE! i wanna learn!.. i cant really recall wat happen ystd.. oh yeahh... one thing i would like to emphasize, "we will never entertain people that has never been introduced properly to us" remember that! im gettin -.- of u..

today.. woke up in the morning, da dgr suare u.. adui... i WEAK lahh... ^^ hahaha... we talked quite long... omg i love it.. bsk pagi kol lagi kae syg.. hehehe... den after putting it down, bath den accompany kak titi to np to get the kids bdae gift, home and then out again! pnat oi...

off to tamp macdonald.. and guess what, that gamelan dancer is actually my mum's friend's wife... den i ask "mbak yang smlm joget kan?" tak tau malu per seyy.. hahaha.. malu2 rugi ahh kan... hahaha....

den now, im lazy to pack my bag for tomoro... but im excited for tomorrow...

im still having a second thought of gg to school on monday... i dont want but i want.... ahh tak tau lahh.... see how it goes tomorrow...

2010-10-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

today... Math.. math was like.. arrhh.. stress tau... almost give up.. but tahan jer lah...

so, managed to stay through the whole lesson.. den. after school, straight to OSC, waited for haikal and the opening launch to start. den asked Arif to actually meet us.. he DID! woohooo...

embarrassing moment for the day:

first, reached school, bz wif fone, tgk gambar, tu lah, luper dunia lah sgt! kan da langgar krusi, bukan kiteorg jer ketawer, org blakang pun ketawer.. masya'allah... punyer lah malu...

2nd. thanks to AIN, she said, "eh, 811.." i was like eager to move, the step to run.. hahah.. and she started laughing... -.-..

den, had a great laugh with her, i swear

hmmm..... wat to talk about you??? hahaha... okae... really, dat bear will really reminds me of you... aaawwww! ure touched i know.. hahaha... okae...

i miss you! ^^

2010-10-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

okae lets start.. today biology.. sorry to say, but we always disturb on how the way the faci talks..hahaha... so mean...

and so, Jehvan is super crazy over Shinee... and rite, when he flashed the Hello video in class, when Onew sings, i had a wide smile... LOL... ain laughed at me for that! -.-

and so, there was no practice today, but there's a little thing, meeting.. just to talk about that.. hahaha... email boleh.. -.- BELLY DANCING OKAE.. hahaha...

den met sayang... aawwww... he reached the bus stop on the 5th bus after ain left... well, i don mind, i can wait longer, coz i was accompanied by the opening launch rehearsal. and so, we lepak. den chiao at 7. i had enuf today. ^^.. well, every moment spent together, won't be recorded here, but it will be recorded in my heart. That will be intact to my heart forever.. ;)

ohhh.. the bear, soooo cute... look at hat, it will remind me of you... SO CUTE! ^^

so tomorrow, time will be spent wif ain after school. watching the opening launch and then Nasi Ayam okae... LOVE YOU BESTIE.. she's trying hard to manipulate me into K-Pop. PLEASE NO... i only like Onew's voice... okae, settle.. hahaha...

kae, im already so tired. my eyes da soooo ngantok.. nk tdo... mater da mcm snoopy! okae...

till then... ta-ta..

2010-10-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

ohmygod! i m soooo tired! super shag, feel like sleeping NOW... no, no.. but wait... not enuf msg-ing yet! ^^

okae, this is not suppose to be any of my business, but my telinge like meluat alrd lah dgr...

kau da ader mataer, buat hal ader mataer pls... omg! haiz, u girls are getting sooooo kecohrable each day! gosh!

tomoro biology.. HELP! lucky tomorrow's group better than today! hoping i will shut myself down during school tomorrow...

hello, hello... hahahaha...

okae... i miss you.. cn meet again? we'll meet again one fine day! ^^

2010-10-26T15:15:00.002+08:00

Finally, Im out of class.. GOSH! today like worst day sia.. give me that shit face, i give u back.. Sorry ah, i just love being straight forward, and there you go, u've seen my real attitude.

during 6P, i alrd pack my bag, "Class release" straight to the door.

i dun like today.. I m not looking forward for Gamelan animore. give it a shot after reflections, pasal lahh... aku tk heran lagi ahh...

first break, go eat with Gang.. best nyer... like so long tak nampak dorg.. den biaser ahh... adnan's joke.. hahaha... seif anihow shoot.. "Nan, ntah2 kau mataer ngan atikah" hahahaha.. ass... haha.. becoz wearing same clr shirt.. adnan goes, 'B, cpt ltk pinggan lah' geli siak! hahaha.. tk perlu sia nan.. hahaha... oni a few months never tok to each other.. banyak da brubah... like Adrian, something happened.. Adnan, got girl.. woooo... me... hahahaha... macam2... Gang, MEET AGAIN! make some outing during the hols! go SENTOSA... OKAE!hehehehe

2nd break with Ain and Haikal.. biaser ahh.. kalau kiter 3 da jumper, wats our job? G.O.S.S.I.P! hehehe... that point of time, really felt better sia rather than staying in the class... gosh! masuk class je... start lah lagi... =.=

now, i am currently waiting for Haikal and Ain... i ended class like at about 2.45pm..

Fast forward to Sunday plz! i am really excited.. i really want to enjoy myself and party on!

2010-10-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

okae... lemme update.. didnt update ystd coz i feel that there's ntg much for me to update.. and so today, Monday, School Day... hahaha... I FORGOT TO BRING MY CHARGER. slenger seyy.. 9am, my laptop die alrd.. hahaha.. so one whole day without laptop.. CRAZY...

I LOVE MY FACI... his way of teaching is different and i LIKE IT... his 6Ps are fast mann!! POWER...

den, It's Monday, I think its like a routine? hahaha... it has been two mondays seeing him... hehe... I LIKE... den headed to Starbucks at Civics Centre.. bla3... Bus-ed home... bla3.. no way im gonna tell everything here.. well... I LIKE! ^^ i know u know... love you! muacks!

kae now, Hhahaha... tk pernah okae, i wanna check something out... guess wat i did, i watched shinee hello live.. hahahaha... ! I MELT... LOL...

my bro oso like 1 korean song! ahaha... say ppl some more... serve you right bro! hahaha..

prepare for the whole day tomorrow.. lets bear the nonsense, loudness, pollution of people okae!

and shit.. cognitive tomorrow.. I DUN LIKE COGNITIVE NOW! pfft!

weekends, please come fast! i cant wait for u...

2010-10-23T19:41:00.010+08:00

This post is specially to both my BF..

Bestie:

Looking at all those pics we took, i feel that we had really gone thru lots of things be it good or bad. Happy moments, sad moments, crazy moment and all the moments. And till now, u're still with me! 9 years of friendship and still counting on. All those ups and downs in this friendship is a lesson to us and we learnt from it, and look at how we bond with each other at the end of day. I have never regretted knowing you Bestie. I hope that we will continue this till the end of our lives. You were there when I needed you and i will be there when you need me! we have each others back to lean on.I will never ever throw the friendship that we have built throughout the years. LOVE YA BESTIE!

Boyfriend:

Knowing you for about 6 years and still counting. Being together with you is a bonus. This relationships has its ups and downs. There were good times, bad times, hard times. And we can manage it someway, somehow. And again as I was browsing through the pics in my laptop, all the stories were remembered. Be it good or bad. I was smiling looking at all the pics. hopefully, with all these ups and downs, the relationship will get better each day as we are understanding each other better from those down moments. And also, we have each others back to lean on. The relationship that we have built won't be forgotten. LOVE YA BOYFREN!

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!

2010-10-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

okae... Here I go.. Today is Friday;Jumaat! happy ahh.. duh! last day of the week.. had chemistry... it wasn't that bad.. I still cn manage and take in some info compared to bio... itu otak nk pecah lah!

we reached school like damn early.. that was the earliest that we reach right zal and ain..and so we had a little of breakfast, sat at the foodcourt, daus came later... den about 8.15, off to class...

Then had lunch together with Haikal and Ain... endured for a few more hours.. and I DID...

and so, after school.. met sayang.. like got chemistry, both wear brown without like informing each other.. to tell you, i wanted to wear blue checkered shirt, and something told me to wear brown..and now i kow y.. ta-da... hehehe.. :p.. kae, den off to AMKhub... took the ring! ooohhh! im sooo loving.. and u too right syg?? den jalan2 there again.. just to waste time... then headed home...

and sooooo.... i LOVE today... love ya! muackz!

kae... home, wanna go up the stairs.. OMG! i just dun dare to go near to the staircase, lipas ALL OVER... and lucky i met mama downstairs... i have no idea how long will i stay downstairs if mama didnt like pass there.. hahaa,,, thank god!

what the fish??? entitled for two tix each? NABEI! nk kasi saper sak due? tak cukop...aku nk lagi... pls seyy.. so merepek seyy! i mean like SERIOUSLY!

and hello! lain kali buat kerje siang2 boleh tak sia? da mintak siang2,we all da kasi namer beh kau tak kasi namer tu?? CB! skrg, tk dpt? eeee! geram siak! Fam aku maner sia? 2? tak suko siol! limit2 4 siak! perangai sia! tolong ahhh sia, jgn percayer FB boleh tak? sial lah! macam nk ckp sume word2 yang tk patut! da lamer sia nk kluar! cibei.cabe.nabei.

sleeping early tonight? the answer is like NO, because mama alrd asked me to accompany her to fetch ayah.. OK go... done for today.. im tired...

2010-10-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

Okae.. Here I go... I finished RJ, Evaluation and Quiz.. Yeah baby!

okae.. school... had a great sleep in the bus while otw to school.. den math Vectors.. betul, tk bedek, i forgot everything about vectors.. haiz... tat shouldnt be.. Lunch-ed with Bestie.. like biase..

den home straight.. Early tau reach home.. i like...

den had a 15 mins nap.. mcm lamer gitu.. so nice.. haha..

now, nk naek atas jap... dunnoe for what...

tomoro, cn collect the thing... YAY! hehehe... i suker!...>

miss you!

2010-10-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

okay, biology suckish! i catch no bola sia. hahaha... okae, lazy to elaborate abt class... malas sungguh malas...

den after school gamelan... tired..

tix got problem! sad sia, if they cant come coz i cnt get the tix.

walked to the bus stop wif ain, haikal, nadeem and amirul.. me and ain laughed thruout.. in the mrt the best. first nk step jln dpn sikit nk dgr aper org gadoh abt.. hahaha.. 2ndly in the mrt.. hahaha.. okae.. nonsense us like normal.

again tomorrow.. omgoodness! i m tired.. yes! weekends coming...

I AM LIKE ADDICTED TO THIS SONG! OVERBOARD!

AARON FRESH - TURN ME ON

that song does turn me on! hahaha... okae!

2010-10-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

If love is a pillow, I want u to be my pillow and be by my side every night. AWWWWW...

if love is a storybook, i will keep it like a secret and no one can touch you.. :)

today, i turned myself off... i really have got no mood for everything in school especially atomism and holism. What the F*** is that shit???

then, had lunch wif Ain, Faz, n Haikal.

off to Gamelan.. -.-

aku da bosan lahh.. aku penat...

den after gamelan, went to LJS wif ain, ate and then home.. in the bus wif Irfan and Ain. had a great chat with Ain.. Like heart to heart like that.. Then kan, I rindu Rasul, jumper irfan plk.. hahaha.. jadi lahh...

now talking to loveyB on the fone.. I LOVE YOU LAH! hahahaha...

2010-10-18T19:13:00.003+08:00

addition...

if love is a blanket, i will tuck you in every night.

if love is a shoe, i wouldn't give you any blister. (just because i got blister coz of the new shoe i wore)

if love is a pillow........*continue plz*

hahaha.... so much of poetry... hahah..

okae.. today the class is beginning to hype up.. so.. had quite a fun in class... da gitu takper.. faci hot lah plk.. He's the 2nd YY... hahaha... Seif... nvm, tk dpt YY, Zeff(new faci) pun okae lahh... hahaha... Physics was OK... i was able to understand the topic really well.. really ehh, when i get into this class, i become more attentive to presentations and not facebooking, msn-ing while other group is presenting.. wow.. good job atikah, u manage to survive on ur own.. im proud of you.. hahaha...

and so... after sch, awwwww.. sayang fetched me and then headed to AMK to get the thing that we had been talking about like FINALLY... from couple lab.. wheee! :D (Y).. hahaha....

but will be collecting it on Friday provided im not lazy to get it... oh, i can't be lazy... okae.. and so.. basically, after getting the thing, had ice cream, walked ard AMKhub den off to home...Blonde moments everywhere.. Ferst, looked for my ezlink card, forgot that i passed it to him to keep for me.. 2nd in the train, i search for my fone, and i didnt realize i was holding it on my hand.. Slenger or wat! Hahaha

i can say a great day! hehehe.. :D

say only want to talk bahasa baku.. tk pun! hmph..

and yes! you forgot something.. -.-

YAY! tomoro...sch wif ain n zal and daus! complete!

gamelan after that... confirm shag nyer...!